Ole Ole Si Pujangga

hope for a no stranger to me

2012-01-17T03:39:00.000+08:00

it's 0303 and i am yet to sleep. expected for people like me. it's been a while. yeah. i don't do much story blogging either. i have fun. but i had no fun writing the fun. that put me where i stand today.

it's been very while since last i do blogging. i think now, i am once again to blog. well, i will keep trying to do this even if it takes months.

the story for today...

this isn't really a story. it is more like what i want to do. yeah. casual talk on what's going on and what will happen. (p/s: i am not ready to do stories).

i bet you've seen this girl if you're tracking my facebook or following my alter ego twitter.
well, i give the name Joyah to her instead. sounds so "kampung" is it? haha. siapa bilang gadis kampung tak menawan la weh! *laughing alone*

if you read, you will know that she is from Thailand. yes. gadis siam!

what's up with her?

i think i am going to Bangkok to meet her. kerja gila. i don't care. i think i need and have right to go there for her. plus, she did summoned me to come, indirectly. so, why not?

but right now, i got a big, well-known problem. it's money!! damn i can die thinking about this daily. aiyo...

rather than "i don't have the money to go there", i go with this "i don't have enough money to go there" reason. that suits my case better, indeed. i can secure my transportation and passport renewal fees. but the problem is that, i don't have extra money for foods. oh oh oh damn! oh oh oh oh oh damn!! and accommodation too...

i am confident to go if the shortage money amount is not high. but for this one, it could take up to MYR200? NO!! this is terrible! the HOPE is low though.

i think i really need to go for this one. i got my reasons, some selfish and convincing reasons. here they are:

i miss her fucking bad. so so fucking too bad. worst for my condition.
she needs me as well. we need our heart-to-heart talk.
the main subject is all about her future. she's a star just letting you know.
we need our very own LOVE. you can never guess what kind of love i talked about.

those reasons.. good enough for me to say yes to Bangkok trip. it will be 2 days 2 nights or maybe 2 nights 1 day. it will depends on will i get the money and how will i meet her. nothing can be confirm at this hour except the date is confirmed already. i will be going to meet her by the end of February, right after my semester 5 final exam.

i trully need help to get sufficient money to go there. i know it will be hell valuable journey. pretty much sure that it will be the most worthy journey of my life. in addition, it is just after my final exam so i don't need to worry about studies since i already on holiday by that time.

so, yeah. help me if you know how can i get tiny bits of penny so that i could go.

I LOVE HER. I NEED TO GO FOR HER. THAT'S MY FRONT LINE REASON.
and that will end my writing today. yes. the end.

(p/s: me is not only me. it belongs to the word "JoyFuLs".)

2012

2012-01-03T02:35:00.000+08:00

Goodbye 2011. Hello 2012.

It's been a while since last I visit here. Thank you Kak Long Anis for making me feels like writing again. Keep me on view. I think I am going to make comeback here soon. See you around readers! ^^

once for May 2011

2011-06-02T17:00:00.002+08:00

okay. sorry guys for the spam post. ni sebab lama sangat aku buka belog ni tak kemaskini. apa cerita pun orang tatau kan? ye lah. aku ni seorang aku je. siapa sangat la nak tahu apa cerita aku ni kan kan kan?? hahaha.

first of the first; assalamualaikum semua.
안녕하세요 여러분.
apa khabar semua?
*terasa diri sebagai seorang artis*
KAH KAH KAH. -.-"

what's going on? what's happening on me during the whole May? nothing much. it was just my month; my birthday month. yes, May. i grew a year older now. hence, i am enjoying the whole month.. with MOVIES! weeeehuuuuu~!! xDD

tengok wayang cerita apa? cerita ni je;

haaaaaaa.. sikit je kan? ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ xDD

takde la banyak mana pun. and not all of them were paid by me. hadiah birthday. ada la orang belanja. belanja tengok movie yang best pulak tu. fuhuuuu. seronok tahu! hahaha.

*tak habis lagi lah!*

and last but not least; hadiah paling epik..

yg ni bukan sebab ceritanya tau. yang ni adalah disebabkan oleh;

[ screen capped via @zullicious Tumblr. thank you! ]

yes. i have gone watching Karak with all of them.
thanks for the moment! my best 21th Birthday present ever!!
i have to thanks my dear friends of twitterville for making my end of May 2011 much fun!

#twtupKarak sumpah havoc gila! i love it!! and i ♥ you guys! 사랑합니다!!

*ended up smiling by myself* ;'3

4 to 6

2011-06-02T14:30:00.000+08:00

Goodbye April...

Hello JUNE!!!?? HaHaHa. Sorry May. It's my month to have some fun! xDD

salahkan aku

2011-04-25T05:53:00.001+08:00

salahkan aku.
salahkan aku kerana melangkah ke situ.
salahkan aku kerana hilang pertimbangan terhadap itu.
salahkan aku kerana semua sudah berlaku.
salahkan aku kerana hidup hilang arah tuju.
salahkah aku kerana bertindak melulu.
salahkan aku kerana cemburu.
salahkan aku kerana terlepas peluang itu.
salahkan aku....

banyak cantik kau semua nak salah aku??

salah kau? tak payah kira??

the remos mopix

2011-04-22T04:19:00.002+08:00

presenting Hujan new song; Inspektor Remos.
yes. this is the official video via moxiofixo on Vimeo.

Hujan - Inspektor Remos (HD) from Motiofixo on Vimeo.

Produced & Directed by : Ahmad Faris (IkanPaosCollective)
Post Production : Raihan Razman, Fariz Hanapiah, Shah
Azman (Motiofixo!)
Storyboard by: Ajwad Ajinda
Art Director : Fariz Hanapiah (Motiofixo!)
DOP : Helmindra JAH (Obscura Films), Zul Luey (LueyMotionLab)
Lighting : Aween Adly
Production Assistant: Zizul & Elmie
Costume : Shah Azman, Najib Art:Tech
Makeup : Lily Yani, Fatin Husni

Credits: Dimas for getting us involved, Warner Music for the funding, MMU and SME Cyberjaya for the location, The Guitar Store for sponsoring the music instruments, all the Raingers that came including Efry and Diandra (hidup Nate!), and everyone that made this happen. :)

Scott Pilgrim vs The World much eh? but hell, they're Malaysians. they actually make a somewhat great mega movie into a god damn 3 minutes music video!! superb enough la wei!! and in my own opinion? i just love their work!! as a prove that the work hard to gain the fans' heart. yes, i love the video production and the best part? on the instrumental solo. that was ZE best shot!

i may sound like prone to Hujan. yes but hey, i commented as what a natural viewer, not as a fanatic follower of Hujan. so take note yeah? :)

so, that's my review. just a short one. hehe. happy watching people!

good reasons from me on blogging

2011-04-22T03:49:00.001+08:00

10 days away and a welcome back! sorry for the not-so-excited post from me. i am not that excited on posting blog by that time. biasalah tu, mood kita kan selalu berubah. ada masa kita semangat nak buat benda tu ada masa tak. it applies to me too.

REASONS FOR ME NOT BLOGGING:
---> no mood or LAZY.
---> want to post blog but not enough materials.
---> want to post blog with enough materials but don't know how to put it into words.
---> want to post blog with enough materials and good words but doesn't have good title.
---> everything was there but no or limited internet connectivity.

atau, untuk meletakkan semua alasan di atas kepada satu ayat yang sangat-sangat ringkas:

senang berkata bukan? haha. always. "Laziness" is a syndrome and almost like a "dewa" since it's too hard to be gone from me, you and whoever got this freaking sickness. but yeah, we can win against it if our will is damn freaking strong, am i right? haha.

WORDSSSS...

-_____-"

no. we actually can! like seriously, if those people can invented or produce something productive in their life, why can't we? mesti boleh punya lah! nak ke tak nak je masalah sekarang ni. and that's how we can fight against satan. believe it! :)

so, yeah~! i am back now for more blog posts in the future. check on me okay people?

p/s:
PUSH ME MORE SO I CAN BE 'rajin' MORE AND MORE. BUT DON't PRESS ME WILL YA? :p

good bye

2011-04-12T01:53:00.000+08:00

this is it.
a good bye to twitter i should say?
you'll never know.
and God knows for how long will i be like this.

come and find me whenever and wherever, offline.
and this is for you.

enjoy yourself. i love this song.
till the next post.

i'm leaving this blog.

...

hello april

2011-04-02T14:22:00.000+08:00

we already in the month of April. wow. time just fly by too fast and you didn't notice. i envy for those who are actually have busy schedule. yes. they don't really "menang tangan" and they don't really rest well. but, they actually did something worth for every of the time they spend.

me? unlike others, i rest too well. i got too much time to spend. i wasted my time a lot on sleeping and doing nothing. i feel like i am a loser. yes. nothing really change. nothing really achieved. what a waste! -.-

dear God.

i actually want to become a better person from day to day. but how? how can i actually reduced my biggest problem of all time; being lazy? "may I found the way to minimize it. amen."

now that the April has been started, i would want to get something for myself:

* better exam result.
* finish at least an assignment before May.
* compose a least song before May.
* designing (shirt/CD cover/etc) at least one.
* 10 posts of blog updates by May.

i wish i could finish this tasks. no! I MUST FINISH this tasks!! then i can be;

yes! SUPER cool! haha. end~ :B

bila #retis turun SA

2011-03-23T09:50:00.003+08:00

protege Bell bersama mentor Zull. :B

sehari kalau tak keluar macam tak sah dalam hidup ni kan? same goes to me when it comes to yesterday. al-kisahnya tidaklah hebaK kan. cuma mengenang kembali... huish. i think i am an eating monster. sehari dihabiskan di tempat makan. penat. lepak dan makan ini sememangnya penat okay!

dimulakan dengan keluar makan lunch kat Ayam Penyet AP Ole-Ole Seksyen 18, merantau pula ke Seksyen 2 mencari ABC Frodo. tak puas makan ABC? lari keluar Shah Alam serbu pulak Upstairs SS12 kat Subang Jaya. fuuuuu... gila penat. makan borak makan borak. tak sangka pulak aku memerlukan stamina jugak nak keluar macam ni. but somehow i am happy for the hangout.

so here i captured something great about yesterday.

at

The Upstairs Cafe
SS12, Subang Jaya, Selangor.

menggiurkan? they got this awesome Tiramisu, Creme Brulee and Brownies. i don't judge food by words so you got to try by yourself. i can only say they're awesomelicious!

and these are my partners in crime for yesterday.
introducing #retis zull, #retis muadz, am, #minahtypoparah feesa & #retis bell ye korang!

thanks for the moment guys! korang pun #ohsem!!
:)

that sunday jam

2011-03-22T04:30:00.000+08:00

tersebutlah al-kisah...

                     and it's about...

      the one best party i ever only attended...
the one best feeling i ever felt since started...
                                   the one best thing i ever wanted...

#SundayAfternoonJam

MIST CLUB
Bangsar, Kuala Lumpur.
March 20, 2011.

the great moments...

only the time can tell the story...

thank you @HujanBand for the awesomeness.
thank you @MorningRocket for the happening.
thank you @MohdMing for the captures.

i owe you this happiness...

and thank you Raingers & my love friends for the memoirs.

sekian. :')

psikologi diri huh?

2011-03-18T12:05:00.000+08:00

hidup dalam psikologi sendiri. eh?

bagi aku itu adalah benar. kita selalu berkata pada diri sendiri bukan? tipu lah kalau kau tak pernah cakap dengan diri sendiri walau dalam hati je.

selalu aku berkata dengan diri aku:

* hari ni mesti bosan sebab tak buat apa-apa *
( sedangkan aku boleh buat kerja-kerja tertunggak )

* hari ni mesti aku sunyi sebab tak boleh nak lepak *
( sedangkan aku boleh je cari orang ajak lepak )

* hari ni mesti aku malas sebab kerja tu susah nak mulakan *
( padahal kalau buat tanpa fikir banyak-banyak laju je boleh siap )

* hari ni mesti aku moody sebab perut tengah lapar *
( padahal boleh je pergi dapur cari apa-apa untuk sumbat dalam perut )

* hari ni mesti aku sedih sebab tak dapat pergi itu ini *
( padahal boleh je mintak tolong amek or buat benda lain yang menyeronokkan )

kenapa aku mesti nak berfikir macam ni? aku je ke? kau? mungkin tak lah kan. hidup aku ni banyak diselubungi dengan anasir negatif je. hati pun berfungsi sekerat je. ye lah. sekerat lagi dah mati dimakan cinta lama. celaka kan? aku moved on tapi perasaan ni tak boleh nak dipulihkan. i become more and more heartless.

the day i get disconnected with my ex; that's the day when i couldn't help being heartless.

how i wish i can fall in love again.
how i wish i can give the one i love hope again.
how i wish i can get full support from the one i love again.
how i wish i can understand the one i love as she understand me again.
how i wish i can feel like loving the one i love forever again.
how i wish i can end this pain and marry the one i love.
how i wish i can be a man of a kind of a great family.

how i wish i could have my #dearfuturegf & #dearfuturewife already.
how i wish i could...

ye. aku masih muda untuk semua ini. tapi aku memang merasakan begini. sebab aku dah lalui perasaan tu sejak aku di bangku sekolah menengah lagi. jadi salah ke aku rasa begini? salah ke?

masih...

semua ini psikologi dari diri sendiri. kalau kita asyik sangat berfikiran begitu, memang ke situ lah diari kita dibentuk. sebab tu kita perlu untuk sentiasa gembira dan senyum ikhlas. itu memang membantu. you just have to believe it.

sorry for inappropriate blog post. i just type what i have in mind.

chill. :)

sianya sisa dicari

2011-03-15T08:39:00.001+08:00

perlukah diceritakan kisah lama? atau perlukah diceritakan isi hati kecil lamanya? ikuti sendiri penulisan ringkas, tak seberapa, super duper masuk air tatkala aku masih tiada tidurnya sejak semalam.

detik berlalu meninggalkan aku
sepi sendiri mancari baki hati
sayu suram dibiar berlalu pergi
dibawa bersama penghuni hati ini

perginya tiada lagi kembali
hilang kesan tiada dapat dijejak
sehebat kepakaran jumpanya tidak
hilang kau bukannya aku hendak

ohh... pagi datang kembali
walau harapannya tiada lagi
tetap ku terus akan mencari

ohh... dugaan kian menguasai
lubang cahaya kian ditutupi
tetap ku terus akan mencari

tinggal kau sayang bersama memori
ku tetap berlari mengejarmu pergi

lyric? more to poet to me? hmmmmm...
sekian nukilan hati.

hingga akhir nafasku

2011-03-15T07:42:00.000+08:00

nuff said.
enjoy this shit. seriously this is an extraordinary shit!

Hingga Akhir Nafasku by Muzzy (unplugged version)

Berikanlah aku
Sesuatu yang meyakinkan
Sesuatu yang takkan hilang
Yang terbaik untuk diriku
Tuk hidupku

Hulurkan tangan mu
Berikan ku keyakinan
Hingga akhir nafasku
Bila sampainya waktu
Terindah

Hingga akhir nanti
Ku hargai semua ini
Yang terindah
Yang tercipta
Dalam hidupku
Kisah hidup ini
Hingga ke akhir nafasku
Kan menjadi sejarah
Dalam hidupku

Takkan kau fahami
Apa yang tersirat di hati
Masa pantas berlalu pergi
Kenangan kan tetap di hati
Di hargai

Suatu hari nanti
Detik waktu kan terhenti
Hingga akhir nafasku
Bila sampai nya waktu terindah

Hingga akhir nanti
Ku hargai semua ini
Yang terindah
Yang tercipta
Dalam hidupku
Kisah hidup ini
Hingga ke akhir nafasku
Kan menjadi sejarah
Dalam hidupku

deep enough?
love this song. much. :)

sweet yellow & sour red

2011-02-28T02:42:00.006+08:00

Strawberry & Banana.

some people might not know the lovely taste of this two being mixed together.
i do. creamy. a bit sour but sweet. howdy?

i have some little recipe for ya:

sliced bananas & strawberries.
some ice cubes.
a full tablespoon of honey.
and some water.

how to do?

01 get sliced bananas & strawberries into the blender with 3:2 ratio.
(it depends on how you want the taste to favor)
03 make sure those slices are at most filled 3/8 of the blender.
04 put in the spoonful honey and perhaps 4 spoonful of water?
05 add on some ice cubes filling another 1/8 of blender.
06 start blending.
07 last? enjoy. :)

sorry for the lame instructions. i haven't done this a long time. miss doing this smoothie. fewhh! happy trying! :)

hanya kepingin bicara

2011-02-27T05:44:00.000+08:00

tiada susulan cahaya.
tiada pancaran sinar.
cuma mawar melintasi mata.
cantik. kau memang cantik.
ingin pula aku mengambil mawar itu.

difikirkan rasionalnya.
dibiarkan terus berlalu.
hati masih terdetik untuk diambil dan dijaga.

tak mengapa.
biar dari jauh dipandang dijaga.
sampai masanya, tahulah kita bagaimana.

tiada kata terlafaz

2011-02-27T05:36:00.001+08:00

ku jangkakan dan harapkan cerah gelapku.
ku korbankan tenagaku menjejakimu.
ke sana aku pergi ke sini aku tercari.
hilang. tidak ku lihat terpancar sinarmu.
setiap sudut yang diperhati.
jadah gelap tiada yang memancar.

satu kata terlintas.
hampa.

mungkin bukan aku yang patut menerima cahaya itu.
atau mungkin aku terlewat melangkah mencari.

hampa lagi.

terus hampa.

follow me... T

2011-02-22T20:05:00.000+08:00

@callmead

kenapa masih promo dalam post?

twitter kenalkan aku dengan orang begitu begini. terima kasih! facebook? aku tak tahu. aku lebih suka membiarkan facebook sebagai tempat aku kekalkan persahabatan lama aku. jejak kasih lah orang cakap kan. macam tu la.

motif tulis ini?

aku masih mencari orang baru. ohh. aku bukan talent seeker. aku cuma mencari orang untuk dibuat kawan. pelbagai jenis kawan lah yang aku cari. kawan untuk bergelak bersama. kawan untuk berlepak. kawan untuk teman ketika sepi. kawan untuk bisnes dan pelajaran. kawan untuk tolong bila susah. macam-macam kawanlah kau boleh cari.

kenapa tak orang sama untuk benda sama?

hey. come on. people made differently. lain orang lain cara. lain orang lain upaya. #nuffsaid.

NOTA UNTUK DIRI SENDIRI: kita takkan mampu jaga semua hati orang. tapi kita boleh buat orang tersenyum bila kita reti jaga hati sendiri.

nothing much. :')

#TwtupThumbsUp was?

2011-02-20T06:34:00.005+08:00

The Thumbs Up: Part 2

what can i say?
nothing much. FUCKING AWESOME! nuffsaid.

reasons?

come on. positive responds. positive supports.
that's what we need for our local heroes.

who are them?

HERE!!

HACKTICK! | The D.I.A. | POPKONSPIRASY
and special performance by @AinZulkifly

CLICK HERE INSTEAD FOR THE VIDEO

and congratulation to them!
great performance! great showmanship! great at all!
not to forget for those who perform on their open mic session. :)

BIG THANKS TO?

Gravy.Baby! Restaurant

Facebook | Twitter | Foursquare

not to forget to thank the customers & yes, #tahitwitter in the house!

@elmielmo the MC

@muzzyband

instant mixed line-up

Shy in red & @azreelazhar

representatives from #tahitwitter

female duo of #tahitwitter, yet again

good job to @elmielmo & @ob_af for such a great event!
wanna get more? follow them. ;')

here's some more shots that makes the night!

nice and cozy eh? :)

everything's in the record bro..

the "tebiu" with ABAM @karrotgold, otai twitter lah!

poco-poco alongside Hujan's Aku Scandal? what the fuck?? hahaha!

one of the man behind the scene; @azizulmajjal.

Jack SEPARUH instead! (Jack Sparrow deserted cousin?) LOL!

CAMNI CAP EHH!! The Revival Special Edition!! hahaa!

and this is definitely us, #tahitwitter. so what?

CREDIT GOES TO OMAR BAHRIN (OB_AF) & ISEPUNYE FOR THE PICTURES

so yes. none to say.

:)
*happy*

v-day?

2011-02-14T13:04:00.000+08:00

berfikir sejenak...

14 Februari 2011.

hari ini V-Day. sambut ke aku?
tak. aku tak penah nak sambut.
perlu ke aku sambut? apa yg boleh aku kaitkan dgn hidup aku?

V-day. mereka (yg berkenaan) mana pernah ada perayaan walaupun pada asalnya. segalanya dibuat dan disambut dgn lebih besar-besaran agar nampak jauh lagi bermakna dari apa yang kita (muslim) sambut pada asalnya.

ya. sekarang ramai yg makin kabur... hilang pertimbangan yg mana patut disambut yg mana patut dihindar bersama. malah, aku sendiri kadang-kadang hanyut dek rayuan godaan si setan. ni lah cabaran dan dugaan sebenar kita. tapi aku masih mencuba untuk berlawan walau selemah-lemah iman di hati.

V-day. mungkin ramai menyambut. mungkin ramai juga menentang. aku harapkan tiada lah yg sampai bertumpah darah. itu kan bodoh namanya. konon nak cegah maksiat. penyudah jenayah datang. konon nak bercengkerama dengan penuh bermakna. tapi kes buang bayi pula menantinya. tu memang bodoh.

aku bukanlah sebesar-besar orang nak kutuk sana-sini. aku cuma berkata-kata sebahagian daripada apa yang aku fikirkan.

korang (kawan-kawan).

moga korang tahu apa mana yg baik mana yg buruk. siapa pun tak akan halang kita kecuali yg ada autoriti dan diri sendiri.

so, happy V-day to those who celebrates.

.

2011-02-12T22:51:00.000+08:00

selamat pagi kalian. mungkin bukan pada kala aku menulis, tetapi masih menjadi permulaan bagi kalian yang sudi menjengah belog aku untuk penulisan ini.

ceritera ini ringkas.

ini cerita si pujangga. kelihatan seorang bahgia kelihatan seorang yg cukup hebat lagi ohsem katanya. jika kau lihat sana sini ada si pujangga bercerita bernasihat bagai bergembira sini sana. retorik. manusia bertopengkan panda yg selalu berbuat celaka.

kenalannya ramai. ya. kenalnya ramai. jadahnya pula rapat sama mereka. sekali lagi bercerminkan seorang idola dipuji orang itu ini. ahh. talam itu semua.

hidupnya mewah. sentiasa berlibur bersama sahabat sana sini. babi kau litupinya lagi. sekali lagi fakta dimanipulasi. si pujangga hanya hidup berbekalkan nasi dan air peluhan ibu bapa tanpa usaha sendiri. bertuahnya anak keparat.

sana sini bergelumang kau menterjah gelombang manusia. sedarnya tiada kau gagal memikul tanggungjawab kau sebagai seorang pelajar, sebagai seorang anak. nyah kau ke dalam gaung. tiada guna tidak produktif.

drama fools.
i know. i am.
LOSER.

jinjang pelamin

2011-02-09T05:17:00.000+08:00

tiada kata boleh mendefinasikan detik terijab kabul akad seorang abang terhadap bakal kakak ipar. senyuman terukir, #terharudin memahat dalam di jiwa. itulah tanda terimanya seorang adik terhadap kakak ipar yang baru.

03 02 2011 merupakan tahun baru cina. juga menjadi peristiwa kerana kau abang long lahir pada raya cina juga masa itu (walau terbukti tiada kewujudan aku masa itu). memang agaknya kau dengan raya cina ni sudah berpakat ya? takpa. asal segala berjalan lancar. asal tiada apa yang menjadi lancau. aku terima dengan gembira. aku yakin juga adik beradik kita. aku yakin juga abah dan mama kita. tahniah abang. =)

(abang) shihar & (kak) lyn.

moga limpah kurnia zuriat dan rezeki.

moga bahgia oh bahgia hingga ke liang lahad. amiin.

jinjang sudah di atas pelamin. seterusnya?

siapa lagi... *menuding jari*

berangkat abang aku meninggalkan aku sendirian di zaman solo. mereka pasti menantikan keberangkatan aku dari zaman solo. terbayang sudah aku akan soalan cepuk emas yang bakal membanjiri perbualan seluruh keluargaku kelak. tidak. telah pun terkeluar kata-kata yang membuat aku terfikir panjang walau sejenak.

bila mungkin?

5 tahun paling kurang?

atau perlu aku pinta abah dan mama mencari calon menantu mereka?

mungkin jugak aku pajakkan diri di ejen pencari jodoh?

tidak. mana mungkin...

aku masih muda walaupun bumi tak berapa nak segar. ingin aku akhiri zaman bujang aku kelak tapi bagi aku mencari nafkah halal untuk diriku, masa depanku, sebelum aku mencari nafkah untukmu si bakal isteri dan bakal anak-anak, insyaAllah.

maka kau, sebagai rakan, sebagai saudara...

izin aku meminta bantuanmu
agar berjaya aku menabung dan menjana dana untuk masa depanku.

izin aku meminta bantuanmu
agar berjumpa aku dengan jodoh di tangan Tuhan.

izin aku meminta bantuanmu
agar bergembira aku senyum setiap hari dalam masa aku masih di alam pencarian.

bismillahirrahmanirrahim....

bermulalah langkah aku mencari pasangan sejati.

* SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU ABANG LONG. SELAMAT DATANG KAK LYN. *

fotografi oleh Fuad Rahman & Athirah Yunus.

selangkah

2011-02-07T11:44:00.001+08:00

selamat melangkah ke bulan Februari ye kawan-kawan.

dah seminggu pun kita merentas Februari. perasan? tak? masing-masing tahu akan beredarkan detik-detik emas itu. ahh. tidak perlu fikir sangat tentang masa itu. kita tak ke mana pun (jelas sekali menyedapkan hati sendiri).

mengenang kembali saat di Januari. Januari berlalu pantas seperti aku si Panda yg ingin berlari dikejar sang Jaguar.

apa yg dah aku lakukan sepanjang Januari?

....
...
..
.

ternyata hidup dalam sia-sia. tiada hasil produktif yg membawa aku ke depan sepanjang Januari. ibarat kata orang muda, LOSER.

ok aku perlu buat sesuatu. aku tak mahu jadi orang yg tak produktif kembali. mari korang bantu aku menjadi insan yg lebih baik.

kita mulakan kembali;

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

partayyy

2011-01-14T00:53:00.001+08:00

early BIG SHOW for 2011!
what's that?

yes! my eyes are on 4MINUTE!!

and i missed this partaaayyyy!!
what the fuck!

( ╥﹏╥)

out and counting

2011-01-13T01:11:00.004+08:00

there's nothing much bigger than this.
and heck yeah. i'm fucking want this.

don't ever stop me. or you don't love me.
let me orgasm over the pop funk and rock music fever.
let me chant Maroon 5 till my lungs out.

let me be there.

just...

this once.

1st week 2011; lone & awesome!

2011-01-10T06:25:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum. =)

a new week with a new start. sekarang dah pun Isnin ke-2 untuk 2011. i wonder hows your 1st week of the year. mesti ada yang dapat dugaan dan cubaan kan? takpe. yang gembira dan mengajar kita jadikan ingatan. apa yang tak best untuk minggu lepas tu kita tinggalkan je okay? chill!

korang mesti dah baca aku punya post "jadah si remos" (KALAUNYA BACA LAH) kan? maaf ye. entri tu memang sengaja dibuat untuk melepaskan tantrum tak puas hati aku. korang jangan nak salah paham pulak. aku tak benci diorang. cumanya LIMITASI (ceh ayat twitter habis! HaaHaaHaaHaa!!) membuatkan aku tak dapat merasa bersama apa yang diorang buat. betul aku tak tipu!

dua tiga kali aku baca entri aku buat tu, aku sendiri tergelak kot tengok aku dengki tak tentu pasal. tapi itulah aku. aku tak boleh tengok kawan-kawan aku buat projek best. aku dengki. aku nak join adventure sekali. kalau tak dapat join aku emosi. tak kira la tak dapat sebab LIMITASI ke atau sebab diorang tak bagitau. tapi kalau diorang tak bagitau lagi la bertambah emosi aku. ye la. mana taknya. benda menarik mau aku tak nak join? tambah pulak sekarang, kawan aku dua orang ni dah masuk line yang aku rasa dalam benda yang aku minat jugak kot. ahh. nanti-nantilah aku cerita. not now okay? heeeee... =p

so, a great start for a win win for me! =)

kenapa aku cakap macam tu?

haaaa... thank you #AJL25 (nak jugak hashtag tuu... haih!) you lifted up my mood. i ended my weekend with smile! lantak lah orang nak kata apa pasal AJL but still, AJL made my weekend beb!! terharuddin kejap! HaaHaaHaa~

at first, congratulations to @anaraffali for the AJL25 winning! she deserved it, dude! face it! =)

RT @CallMeAd: ana raffali menang dpt kutuk & kritik. tapi RM35k tu still dia sapu sorg. kau hado? HaaHaaHaa

so, tak perlu nak emo sangat la kan artis pujaan korang tak menang. aku pun frust je Hujan tak menang tapi c'mon la. AJL isn't about the performance. dah nama pun JUARA LAGU. dah sah-sah judgement pun menitikberatkan bahagian lagu tu sendiri.

any more comments?

memang aku takde pape nak kutuk sangat lah. cuma, technically memang aku nak booo kat crew AJL 25 ni terutama kepada abam yang jaga camera queue & syndication. eh syndication ke? LANTAK!

to abam yang jaga camera queue & cameramen sekali! SUCKS yo! aku tahu aku takde la power nak mampus dalam benda ni tapi c'mon la! korang professional la wei. queue sumpah terabur! dengan cameraman yang jadi runner atas stage tu ya rabbi sumpah buat sakit kepala aku tengok. GOPOH GELOJOH KELAM KABUT. tu je aku mampu cakap. abam cameraman belah kanan stage jugak cool je main pan dengan zoom. yang lain HABUK! sorry but you guys just showing a poor artwork to the whole Malaysia! BOOO!!

yang sound tu, as expected bunyi bocor-bocor. memang tak pernah nak best pun sound kat Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil tu. bagi la hi-end equipment pun untuk sound system, kalau tak boleh settlekan sound problem tang bumbung stadium tu bunyi haram jugak lah kan. nothing much to comment. HaaHaaHaa.

artists?

tak perlu. they did their best as performers. so kudos to them! LA LA LA LA. =p

and the best thing for this week adalah...........

JENG JENG JENG!!

Raingers menang video tiru gaya artis weh! HaaHaaHaaHaa!! they parody Misha Omar's Pulangkan punya performance!! =)

view video kat bawah! WAJIBBBB!!!! =P

Alhamdulillah. it was great guys! aku positif boleh menang. so syabas korang! we did our best!! deserved win for you guys! =)

nah casting!

Misha Omar - Pulangkan (Pemenang for Anugerah Juara Lagu 25 Tiru Gaya Artis)

Director/Director of Photography : Azizulhakim Salleh (@azizulmajjal)
Editor : Zulhelmie (@elmielmo)
Lighting : Ikmal Ibrahim (@ikmalibrahim).
Propsmen : Adli Baharuddin (@callmead), Fiq Konklusi (@fiq666) & Sham (@rulzsham).
Makeup : Nadiah (@NadiaQuarnine), Puteri Norafiah (@pu3afia) & Jiggy Wawa (@jiggywawa).

Alifsha Omar : Muhammad Aliff (@aleffush).
Pontianak : Meloo (@itsmeloooo).
Lelaki belakang tirai : Supersyazwan (@supersyazwan).
Guitarist : Shafik Ikhwan Arshad (@shafikhwan).
Pemain gamelan : Arif Cikai (@arifcikai).

Special thanks to Morning Rocket, HUJAN, Raingers, and TV3.

haaa dah lengkap thanks bagai dah tu. yang ni je buat aku macam lompat-lompat suka. hehehehe. nak thanks orang lain ramai je lagi sebab menyerikan hidup aku sepanjang minggu. next time ada rezeki aku mention ye korang? =p

and lastly, habis AJL, bising punya bising, kembaq Ad aku turun Bangi daa. thanks for the lepaking and threesome kat mamak tadi ye @yuck2kiss & @isepunye! LOL LOL LOL! =p

they made my week la beb! heeeeee~ sayam koram!! *muka comel datang lagi* ='3

jadah si remos!

2011-01-03T22:57:00.001+08:00

salam *dengan cara terjah* korang! malam ni update secara lansung. tangan dan nafsu je bergerak. otak hanya berfikir macam mana nak susun ayat. tiada isu PENTIPUAN dalam post ni. so, korang baca elok elok.

sebelum bergerak lebih jauh, korang kena tengok video wajib hasil kerja kawan-kawan aku yang aku letak sama taraf dari segi insan biasa. tengok sampai habis, silakan!

ini adalah video parodi untuk lagu Inspektor Remos yang dinyanyikan oleh Hujan.

Album: Lonely Soldier Boy
Released: November 25th, 2010
Track: 01
Duration: 02:54

tahniah untuk @elmielmo @azizulmajjal @aleffush dan @supersyazwan sebab berjaya buat parodi gempak Inspektor Remos.

sebarang komen? semestinya ada!

aku tak suka video ni. serius aku tak suka! alasan? sebab aku dengki. yaaaaa... aku memang jelessss... kenapa aku jelesss? sebab diorang tinggalkan aku secara sengaja atau tidak sengaja so memang aku jelesss...

kenapa aku jadi macam pundek? sebab setan dah datang kacau aku fitnah kawan2 aku itu ini dan hasut aku supaya aku benci diorang. aku dah mati-mati nak termakan hasutan setan ni! sumpah babi setan ni!!

diorang ni, bagi aku, antara kawan yang aku ada sekarang. apa yang aku rasa, diorang ni la kawan yang boleh bantu aku masa susah-susah. tapi diorang ni jugak la selalu buat aku dengki. ya! sebab diorang berkata itu ini dan diorang mampu buat itu ini. diorang hebat! sumpah hebat!!

apa ada dengan aku?

aku hanya mampu hulur tangan kat tepi tadah kot kot dapat la tempias siki itu ini. ya. aku tak punyai kemahiran. ya aku perlukan perhatian. sebab diri aku ni serba tak kena. aku nak buat itu ini. tapi diorang diorang ni dah buat dulu. hilang aku di tangan diorang. sumpah aku dengki.

emosi? biarkan! aku tau. emosi merosakkan diri. peduli! aku tak peduli. tetap aku nak emosi. biar diorang tahu aku selalu dengkikan diorang. MENGERTI?

entri macam haram kan? yaaaa tepat tu! aku tak patut buat entri ni tapi aku tak peduli!

akhir kata, walau dengki macam mana aku dengan diorang, aku tak akan benci diorang sepertimana setan hasut aku. gi mampus lah kau setannnn! aku tak perlukan hasutan kau untuk hidup. sila cari orang lain. tidak, bukan aku. tetap aku bersama diorang walau dipijak sampai mati!

*tarik muka garang*

aku pun ada production aku la wehh! tak #ohsem je! -.- nah untuk korang. buat penamat post ni. pfffft! *angkat muka*

- tamat -

01.01.11

2011-01-01T04:22:00.002+08:00

2011 welcomed us. New year. New days and date ahead. I should say, it's a whole new DECADE that awaits us. Everything is all new. New tasks. New wishes. New smiles. Listing this won't be enough and endless you know. Some did celebrate outdoors and some indoors. Everyone got their own agenda. And for me? Just sit back and enjoy the moments. 2010 carved smiles for me towards it's end. 2011 comes brightly for me to face. Anything new for me? Yes!

2011 WISH LIST
A BlackBerry™ BIRTHDAY PRESENT definitely for social networking.
A Perodua Kelisa so it's easier for me to reach people.
A rent house by mid of 2011 as I think I will be moving out from my brother's house.
A summer vacation to Korea where I could get some new knowledge and experiences.
A secured job which should related to my studies and my future career.

I think these 5 already big things for me to achieve. Oh well, this is the time for me to challenge myself! I can no longer be a person who got bored sitting in the house doing nothing most probably being lazy of doing anything. I should fight this BOREDOM and LAZINESS in order to achieve my 2011 wishes!

So, please people. Please, friends. Please, mates. Keep an eye on me and DO GUIDE me. TELL ME WHEN I'M DOING WRONG. I just love it when you guys point out my mistakes. Seriously, I really appreciate that.

Do it for me will you?

^^,

farewell 2010

2011-01-01T04:03:00.001+08:00

2010 left me with great memories.
December 2010, I cherish you the most!

Though I haven't done much for 2010, but the ending of the year was great!
Though I didn't really contribute much, but the satisfactory is at the top!
Though I always nag about lonesome, but I always have friends of lonesome!
Though I don't really hardcore on soccer, but damn I love chanting together!

2010.

You make my life lighted up again.
You make me smile and laugh again.
You make me think and thank again.
You make me appreciate peoples around again.
You make my life. :)

2010.

Forever be in memoirs.

I love you 2010 memories.
I love you my #tahitwitter & #ff friends.
I love you my real friends.
I love you families.
I love you Malaysia.
I love you life.
I love you God.

I love you.

^^,

what the ...

2011-01-01T03:52:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps.

I just wanna say that...

Fuck the fact that i got nothing to say here!

Okebai.

yet the reason for me to satisfy today's morning

2010-12-12T13:59:00.001+08:00

today'a morning was the epic one. so fucking epic i would say. epik celah mana aku tak tau la kan. tapi ni la aku nak habaq mai. tentang story pagi2 loklak Ahad ni.

ceritanya;

macam biasalah nocturnal macam aku ni tidurnya tak berapa reti nak awal. paling awal pun lepas subuh la sokmo-sokmonya. nak dijadikan epik lagi, aku bangun awal hari ni. lain macam pulak awalnya. nak tambah lagi luar biasa hari ni.

"selalunya aku bangun blur-blur dulu pastu dengan muka tak basuh gigi tak gosoknya aku pi cari air nak minum. tapi hari ni lain jadinya. boleh pulak bangun-bangun terus pergi bilik air basuh muka gosok gigi. siap-siap terus menghadap twitter. wah!"

luar biasa weh. dah la hari ni tiba-tiba aku bangun pukul 10 lebih. selalu bangun paling awal pun pukul 3 petang kot. huah!

copy paste dari twitter aku.

@adliplap

perkara paling best pagi ni! #ppbpn 1; bangun awal nak mampos siap gosok gigi cuci muka. (awal jadah)

#ppbpn 2; sanggup main tweet dulu sebelum pikiaq pasai lapaq.

#ppbpn 3; abih suma org yg ternmpk tweet depa kat timeline aku sepam.

#ppbpn 4; pepagi dah carik pasal sama oked. kasik point utk dibahan. -___-

#ppbpn 5; pagi2 dah kena sound suh p carik awek.

#ppbpn 6; pagi2 dah nak emo sebab roti abes. dah nutella ni aku nak cecah ape?

#ppbpn 7; pepagi dah flood timeline budak2 yg tengah tido dgn matinye.

#ppbpn 8; pepagi dah buat aku craving roti bakaq. tau la roti da abes.

#ppbpn 9; sanggup main tweet dari tggu turn nk mndi. kesimpulannye tak mndi jgak la kn.

#ppbpn 10; abes dah. tgn aku dh nk nek kebas spam tweet byk rini. -.-

#ppbpn 11; pepagi tak dgr bunyi anak buah aku menjerit. dh pndei bgon lmbt agknye.

#ppbpn 12; susu segau dalam peti dah jadi air skai jus je. gasak je la. perot da kusun.

#ppbpn 13; pepagi ni tak buat perot. kasik taik sama timeline depa.

#ppbpn 14; pepagi lagi dah ade yg penin sama tweet ppnpn aku ni.

#ppbpn 15; dah ade yg annoying spam tweet. korg tak rase ke hah?

#ppbpn 16; roti tak hado jadi aku gnti dgn beskot oat krunch muchys. vaviii!!

#ppbpn 17; pepagi ni la gak tetibe nak berak. brooom berrroooooommmmm. p tandas mai?

#ppbpn 18; pepagi lagi dah bertypo typi typan sume.

#ppbpn 19; pepagi da mintak jersey free. mmg tak malu

last la kot. #ppbpn 20; pepagi lagi dah main hashtag sorang2. dah. sekian. kbai.

haaa sumpah takde kerja kan main tweet sorang-sorang? cukup la main twitter pagi-pagi menyengal macam tu. sekurangnya ada yang terhibur dek tweet merepek aku tu.

pagi ni lain daripada pagi-pagi yang lain. sebab pagi ni aku dah engage dengan ramai manusia-manusia di luar sana walau bukan berdepan pandangan. memang bahagian ni pun yang paling aku suka; berkomunikasi dengan kenalan-kenalan, kawan-kawan aku.

sejak kebelakangan ni aku asyik mengomel sebab takde geng la takde apa-apa nak buat la. tapi hari ni tidak. this is my happy moments. i just love engaging with people in my world. aku mungkin tak keluar bergaul dengan kawan-kawan. aku even desperate tunggu kawan-kawan ajak aku keluar pergi lepak mana-mana pun. tapi yelah, ada batas. duit tak berapa nak ada. kereta pun belum tentu boleh pakai. kalau ada kereta pun mampu atau pokai nak tong minyak. kalau lengkap semua pun, ada ke orang nak ajak aku melepak. semua ni dugaan. dan semua ni jugaklah buat aku emo. ye. aku emo.

aku adli atau orang lebih senang dengan nama ad, selalu emo pasal benda-benda macam ni. aku tak suka duduk dia. aku suka berborak. kalau tak percaya try la tanya penggunaan nombor upax aku kat Celcom. mesti kagum. aku dulu kuat bergayut kau tahu. tapi tidak selepas aku dihumban ke longkang oleh UIA. segalanya berubah dari saat tu. aku dah jadi tak aktif bila bab-bab bergayut atau mesej orang. dah sah-sah kat sini nampak aku dah kurang engage dengan orang.

so main point here, aku ni gila nak engage dengan orang lepak-lepak borak-borak. bila aku tak dapat buat benda ni dalam masa sehari tu menjadi MASALAH BESAR bagi aku. jadi kawan-kawan, tolong la ceriakan hidup aku ni okay?

insya-Allah korang buat aku happy, aku pun boleh buat korang happy.

PEACE!

nukilan si tongkangpecah

2010-12-11T20:26:00.001+08:00

apabila blog dah mula berhabuk.
yang tinggal hanya lagu hujan yang berkumandang.
tanpa tampalan penulisan yang baru.
semuanya berhabuk, berkarat.

ini,

petanda betapa aku seorang yang pemalas.
petanda betapa aku seorang yang bosan.
petanda betapa aku tak punyai kawan.

untuk,

aku ceritakan dengan gembira atau duka.
aku hebohkan akan kehebatan hidup aku.
aku semaikan memori bersama kawan-kawan aku.

ye,

aku sengkek.
aku kedekut.
aku tak reti nak menabung.

jadilah aku macam ini.

seekor alien, bukan manusia.
selalu emo,
selalu cepat bosan.

hendak saja aku berhenti bersosial.
kerna aku saja yang berSIAL.

itu aku. kbai.

terus membara

2010-11-27T16:37:00.002+08:00

dengan berbaki 4 semester, hidup aku dah makin caca merba. aku dah jangkakan benda ni berlaku. tapi aku tak jangkakan seteruk ni!

Semester 2 results:

Digital Graphics - FAIL
Introduction to Music Studies - PASS
Digital Recording Technology - FAIL
Digital Typography - FAIL
Media Studies & Web Fundamentals - PASS

Taken from the result letter.

apakah? what the fuck? kenapa apa yang aku terima lain hah? bila check kat kolej, dia bagi notis yang aku semua pass. kenapa dalam surat dia boleh cakap aku fail? sumpah aku tak faham. this shit make me depress again. celaka kau tau tak! aku dah sakit hati.

aku baru nak start fresh kau dah bagi berita buruk! memang celaka!! so kau memang nak buat aku bengang eh kolej? takpe takpe.

abang, lepas ni dapat je job baru jangan banyak tanya. rekrut je adik buat kerja sekali. cameraman pun cameraman lah. tak kesah. lagi suka ada. adik nak duit tu. tau-tau la kan kolej cekik darah kaw-kaw. tapi apa boleh buat. baru minggu lepas je nampak IUCT tu. memang takde kalau-kalau lah kan sebab masa dah berlalu. so, collect duit tu untuk bayar hantar assignment lambat + re-sit paper2 yang fail.

oh kawan-kawan. kalau korang ada job yang memerlukan video crew, bagitau aku. aku nak join. tak kiralah macam mana pun aku nak cuba. tolong kawan-kawan tolong!

you'll see college! damn you shitty shit! GRR GRR GRR..

#lonelysoldierboy @hujanband tetap terbaik.

2010-11-27T02:28:00.004+08:00

tak payah nak cakap banyak la kan. tengok je bawah ni.

thanks to cameraman @elmielmo & editor @azizulmajjal for the video.

walau korang takkan jumpa aku dalam mana-mana video di atas, tapi hati aku tetap di sana. oh oh yeah. selagi aku mampu, Hujan tetap ku sanjung! apa rasa susah? belasah saja yakin boleh!

and a little goodies.

photo from @aleffush

grab your copies now!

visit @morningrocket Online Distro ( HERE ) now!

or be there:

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Bandar Sri Permaisuri, 56100, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.

sekian, buletin dari aku, Tetap Raingers!
#lonelysoldierboy

a little note to remember

2010-11-22T03:46:00.000+08:00

MAJOR CRISIS!

either i make it or not. oh, no. what should i do. *worries*

sudah-sudahlah Ad tak perlu nak panik-panik lagi.

just bear in mind to stay calm.

and yes, you are wise enough to decide on your choice.

once again, just stay happy and be good to everyone.

though you're not liking it (i don't think so), but still,

thank you, kakak.

let's JAMmping jumping up!!

2010-11-19T06:11:00.000+08:00

been watching some bits from Youtube and i found this!

Jumping by KARA
External Drum by jitrui @ Youtube
fuck yeah, i just love electronic + drum covers!!

little check up

2010-11-17T06:51:00.002+08:00

PLEASE CLICK READ MORE TO READ EVERYTHING.

Are you afraid of losing the last person you talked to?
Amanina Hamid. yes. i love her AS MY BEST FRIEND. :)

Whats the third text in your inbox say?
"K." -- (from Ayeh)

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
tak pernah la pulak. menyumpah ade la.

Who was the last person to leave you a myspace comment?
Allan Ziegler -- "dak cfs gk upenyer".
Who have you texted the most today?
Kaled Ali.

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
Entah.

Have you ever kissed anyone who's name began with a M?
Yes. Mama.

Has anyone ever rhymed your name with another word?
Ad Senget.

Is anything bothering you?
My girlfie.

Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
Yep, definitely.

Are you satisfied with how things are going?
Not really yes but yeah.

Have you ever tried your hardest, then got disappointed later on?
I always less from trying the hardest.

What did you do today?
Read my past posts on the blog, ym-ing, tweeting and of course blogging.

What do you think of smoking weed?
They will be stone, better or worst. But nothing's better.

Do you like to cuddle?
Maybe.

Does the thought of marriage scare you?
Scare for what? It's a no.

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
I haven't sleep yet!

Last time you saw your best friend?
I can't remember. Less going out lately.

Have you ever done something you promised yourself you wouldn't?
Yes.

If the someone kissed you on the lips said that you were the only one they wanted, would you believe them?
No one will. Not until I married.

Would you ever take someone back after they cheated on you?
I don't know. Maybe yes.

Have you ever slept in the same bed with someone you kissed?
Err yes, definitely. When I was a kid. -.-

Are you happy?
Kind of.

Do you have a bad habit?
TOTALLY. Pending works. Overslept. Big eater.

Were you happy when you woke up?
Told ya i'm not yet sleeping! Grr grr..

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name begins with A?
Of course! Abah. Duh!

Would you rather have long or short hair?
Short.

Who is the last person you called?
Badrun Hadi.

Do you always answer your phone?
Only if the phone with me when i'm not sleeping.

Have you ever been in a car accident?
Yes.

What are you currently hearing?
The water flows from my mini pond.

Will you be in a relationship next month?
We'll see how it goes.

Have you ever liked someone who all your friends hated?
I don't know.

Are you happy with the way life is going?
I should be happy though.

Is there anyone you want to come see you?
Yes. Nationwide. Even cross the nation's borders.

Are you sarcastic?
Sometimes. I think.

How are you doing right now?
Just fine. Waiting for the moment to go to the mosque.

Do you laugh easily?
I don't think so.

Do you have an ex that you wish you could still have?
Yes, I have but I moved on.

Are you generally a nice person?
Ask people around me for this one. Thank you.

Ever talked on the phone for more than 4 hours?
Midnight till Subuh. Yes.

Whens the next time you will see the person you like?
God knows.

Have you ever liked anyone older then you?
Yes.

Who do you wish you were with right now?
All of my hometown's buddies.

Can you make yourself cry?
I don't think I can.

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
DUH! I haven't slept you moron. -.-"

Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
I think so.

What woke you up today?
GRRRRR GRRRRRR!!! *mad*

Do you hate being alone?
Definitely. I always need my friends around 24/7.

What happened at 9:00 am today?
I think we're inside the mosque hearing Khutbah.

What were you doing at 2:02 this morning?
Blog reading.

Do you want your tongue pierced?
Never.

Do you say sexy a lot?
Nope.

When was the last time you had a sleepover?
Last 3 nights.

Do you have any gay friends?
Might be yes.

Do you want to get married & have children one day?
InsyaAllah

Do you still think about your ex's?
Yes. Still, moved on.

What is your current profile song?
Sudahlah Sayang -- sang by my "adik".

When was the last time you did the dishes?
Dinner last night.

What was the last movie you saw in theaters, and with who?
I forgot. With Ayeh and.... forgot again. Haih! -.-

Are your underwear and socks folded in your drawer or just thrown in?
Folded.

Sleep on your back, side, or stomach?
First two.

What would I find if I looked under your bed?
I slept on the floor. -.-

a moment to remember

2010-11-17T05:36:00.001+08:00

guess what did i found just now?

it's a picture ot me. ye. aku la yang pakai baju kuning tu. kenapa? tak percaya? betul lah! masa tu aku ada bersama Amy, Jeju, Nulu, Anes, Ijol, Apit dan lain-lain (can't recall).

bila masa ni?

it was on Rantai Art Event Merdeka 2008 at Jaya One, Jalan Universiti, Petaling Jaya, Selangor.
here's some other picture of event. credit to the photographer.
maaf bila aku cilok je. ;p

kat sini la gambar aku dengan Couple keluar dalam album Couple yang ni:

kat sini jugaklah aku ada upload gambar aku dengan Liyana Fizi, Estrella tu.

well, this was just some memoirs to crave. i can can't i?

moved on!

2010-11-17T02:41:00.001+08:00

moved on? what's up?

ini bukan cerita pasal aku. ini cerita pasal orang yang aku sayang. dia dah moved on. dah makin maju. tak sangka aku. ye lah. sejak dah moved on ni, pukul 3-4 pagi pun masih kecoh bunyinya. selalunya memang sampai Subuh la baru nak berhenti. siapa pulak dia ni kan?

haaaaa..... dia tu lah abah aku!

ABAH AKU DAH MOVED ON! serious shit!! aku tak tipu. dia memang dah makin maju. kalau dulu pencen-pencen main game macam bejeweled tu kalau korang pernah dengar la. tapi lately, abah aku dah maju la siot!

ni la game favorite baru abah aku! aku rasa korang mesti pernah main game macam Raptor ke atau game2 angkasa tembak2 orang jahat yang sama waktu dengannya lah! kan kan? haaaa... ni dia!! abah aku dah kemaruk main game nih. semangat oh main! kalah aku punya semangat nak main game PES. serious babe! korang datanglah stay-up kat rumah aku malam-malam. confrim ah korang ditemani dengan bunyi anak ayam & ayam2 yang ada!

fuuuuhhhhhh......!! kalah aku beb!

hahahahahaa. sorry post ni memang nak cakap pasal ni je. sebab aku teruja sangat dengan abah aku punya addiction. hehehehe. selamat okeh!

p/s: kalau korang nak tahu sangat, ni la kerja abah aku lepas pencen sepenuhnya; main game! memang mengalahkan aku lah!

ceritera #1

2010-11-14T06:42:00.000+08:00

ini adalah sebuah ceritera. saya tuan belog ini. belog saya selalu jugak jadi belog emosi. ye lah. saya dah jarang menulis ceritera-ceritera yang menarik kat dalam belog ni. itu pun sebab hidup saya dah memang tak seberapa seronok macam mana saya rasa seronok pada tahun yang sudah-sudah. jadi, dalam belog ni awak akan dapat tahu betapa tak matangnya saya bila saya mula emosi. oh ye. saya kuat emosi tau. nak nak bila dah berpasang; emosi tu selalu je terganggu.

kenapa?

saya tak boleh ditinggalkan sendirian. sebab hidup saya kosong. nak cakap sibuk dengan kelas, kelas pun dua hari je seminggu. jadi saya perlukan teman apabila saya di luar kelas. betul, saya ada kawan-kawan. tapi, kalau kawan-kawan sibuk? sebab tu lah kita berpasang. saling melengkapi. sepatutnya lah.

saya berpasang tapi hati masih kosong. apa saya boleh buat. si dia mungkin mencuba atau mungkin buat-buat cuba isi tempat kosong tu. tapi saya macam tak rasa pun usaha daripada si dia. oh. saya sedih. saya nak komitmen. tapi saya rasa komitmen tu ada. oh sedih lagi.

saya tak nak cerita benda ni tapi kebosanan melampau membuatkan saya bercerita tanpa henti di sini. jadi biar saya cerita sampai habis.

bersambung kembali.

saya masih perlukan si dia. saya suka bergurau bermanja bersayang dengan si dia. itu komitmen saya. oh, awak geli? lantak awak lah. tapi kalau si dia yang geli? apakan daya. dan apa maknanya lagi hubungan pasangan ni. ye lah. kalau dah salah satu tak boleh nak terima kenyataan masing-masing, itulah jawapannya.

oh, ya. saya pencemburu. tapi saya tak akan cemburu kalau si dia menceritakan segalanya pada saya. saya sangat suka dengar orang bercerita. ceritalah walau rahsia pun sebab saya bukan ingat benda tu sampai bila-bila. apatah lagi kalau benda tak berkait dengan saya. mesti akan lupa jugaklah walaupun sekejap. tapi, si dia tak bercerita. oh saya sedih lagi sekali.

baik. saya sedih pun seperti tak mengubah apa-apa. biarkan.

sekarang saya masih menanti apa-apa yang mampu menggerakkan hati saya untuk betul-betul sayangkan dia. kalau tak dapat juga sampai suatu masa nanti, saya rasa elok kita berhenti mencuba. kita cari lain. tapi belum masa lagi. masa ada ruang untuk mencuba. kalau si dia masih mahu mencubalah.

oh ya. saya sudah mula merepek kembali pada pagi hari. maafkan saya. saya masih tidak tidur dari semalam. oleh sebab itu, pemikiran saya tak berapa betul.

oh oh! akhir sekali.

saya sekarang dah agak malas nak bising-bising di facebook. tapi saya masih sentiasa online. jadi, apa-apa cari saya di twitter dan formspring ya! sekian, terima kasih.

macam mana tu?

2010-11-14T02:23:00.000+08:00

6++ tahun bersama.
2 tahun sorang-sorang.

patut tak aku rasa kosong je dalam hati ni?

sebab secara fizikal dan mental ni cakap aku ok-ok je. takde masalah.

hati je cakap tak tenang.

macam mana tu?

apakah? #1

2010-11-10T08:28:00.000+08:00

truthfully; aku nak kesian kat seorang gadis yang aku ikat pertalian ni.

kesian dia aku tak mesej pun dia. (takde apa aku nak cakap pun)
kesian dia aku tak telipon dia. (takde kredit takde duit, ape boleh buat)
kesian dia aku stalk dia selalu. (dah aku tunggu dia bagitau dia senyap je)
kesian dia tunggu aku lama-lama. (dah aku berapa berbulu tunggu dia ni?)
kesian dia nak exam tension. (dah dia takde pun nak lepas tension kat aku)
kesian dia .... (ok tak payah kesian kat aku)

tapi.....

aku tau aku tak boleh buat macam ni tapi aku buat jugak. (meticulous nak mampos)
aku tau dia nak aku jugak. (tapi aku je tak mampu)
aku tau dia memerlukan aku walau selalu pun. (macam nak sedapkan hati sendiri je?)

dah dah.
yela yela.
fine fine.
mornink!
goodnite =D

cukup ke ayat-ayat ni jadi bekalan lepas rindu aku? (kompom tak cukup)

okay dah. aku nak sambung buat-buat busy.

soalan spm 2016 jadah

2010-11-08T17:01:00.000+08:00

ini soalan bahasa melayu SPM tahun 2016.

hidup sekarang: dah ada awek.
perasaan sekarang: tak macam ada awek pun. takde efek pun ade awek. pffftt!

pernah kena macam ni? kalau pernah sila bagi nasihat anda.
kalau takde yang pernah aku nak gi je consult dengan doktor sakit jiwa ni.

jadi jawapan anda?

#231110 NANTIKAN!

2010-11-02T14:54:00.001+08:00

tak perlu cakap banyak.
biar gambar menceritakan segalanya!

#231110 NANTIKAN
Lonely Soldier Boy

terbaik dari kilang!

101101 or 011110

2010-11-02T00:05:00.000+08:00

already November 2010. looking back for a while, i can only see that 2010 are almost at it's end. this one whole year... i have done nothing much. at some times, i feel like the time flies too slow. at times, it was like a blink of eyes. oh well. dah lepas tu kira lepas lah. but the upcoming, we have to get prepare for it.

nothing much to say. yeah again. i don't really have great things to share but.. disebabkan nak menulis blog jugak, so i try to tell things.

bulan Oktober, Paramore menggegar Malaysia. bulan 10, Tilu datang gegarkan kolej aku. bulan 10, The Veronicas & Leona Lewis datang gegar Malaysia. bulan 10 ni banyak event berlalu. semua tu aku tak dapat saksikan. ye. bulan 10, bulan aku ada RM10 untuk dibelanjakan. TERBAIK.

apa lagi yang ada dalam bulan 10?

oh ya. bulan 10, aku ada band-mates. nama band? aku assume sebagai Taktau Band since taktau nak letak nama apa. kejayaan diorang? tak berjaya mana lagi. cuma, 3 HARI BERLATIH DAN INI DIA:

Recorded [via Samsung Digicam] during Al-"EF" Battle of The Bands, MPP Hall, Seksyen 16, Shah Alam. 30/10/2010.

oh kontes itu sangat teruk. judging majorly bias kepada lagu-lagu heavy rock. pastu macam lawak la jugak gambus boleh jadi GITARIS TERBAIK. hahah. tak cukup lagi. sound system memang macam haram. miking instrument pakai mic karaoke. pastu mula la yang sepatutnya pickup sound jadi pickup feedback.

dem! lepak jamming lagi bagus kot. -.-"

aku bersama diorang ni. sapa tau ada rezeki. we're trying to explore our local music scene. aku nak jugak rasa macam mana susah payahnya mereka memperjuangkan muzik tempatan. kalau ada idea bernas bagitau je la kat kitorang. sebab tak sampai seminggu pun tubuh ni. orang kata baru nak berjinak.

and.. what's with the numbers in the title?

takde apa pun. cuma nak bagitau tarikh hari ni pun lawa jugak. itu je. hahah! okay. i don't have anything else to write about. biasa lah. orang dah takde life. macam ni la jawabnya. haih!

lastly, another video for entertainment. orang lain semua layan Paramore. aku je layan band ni. hahahahahahahahahah. dah lah. enjoy!

yeah! #tributepramlee (:

2010-10-28T16:52:00.006+08:00

ceghap! tengkiu boh! muah muah!! hahahaha. geli ade! haih! nothing in particular. cuma aku cayiak dengan 2 lagu yang si ceghap tu pasang kat blog dia. seriously i like those song. oh oh terasa nak melibatkan diri lebih dalam muzik la pulak. hahahahahaha.

anyway, here's the two song i listened to ceghap's:

hujan - tunggu sekejap:

azlan - jeritan batinku:

2 lagu ni dibuat sempena Tribute to P Ramlee. dah lepas dah. entah kenapa aku rasa macam tak ramai pun yang tau pasal projek #tributepramlee ni. mana taknya. semua sibuk nak like2 page-page Facebook yang tengah hangat macam:

Rosmah Mansur sila minta maaf pada umat islam
&
1M Malaysians Reject 100-storey Mega Tower

dua yang atas ni korang ada like eh? gua malas nak masuk campoq sangat. gua like pun sebab macam best je tag nama depa kat status gua. hahahahaha.

dah dah. balik pada yang asal. aku masuh bercerita tentang projek indie #tributepramlee. projek ni bagus bagi aku sebab barisan pemuzik tanah air dah berkolaborasi memberi nafas baru kepada 18 lagu A.Y. P Ramlee sempena mengenang jasa beliau. kalau didengar semua memang lah tak semuanya menarik. tapi aku masih sokong diorang sebab semangat untuk buat tribute tu ada. sekurangnya tak macam aku, ada je semangat tapi bila ada benda tak cukup sikit dah hilang semangat.

nah senarai 18 lagu yang diberi nafas baru tu siap dengan link youtube lagi aku bagi. aku hanya mampu share je ha. tapi kalau korang mampu, pegi la beli CD/DVD kompilasi diorang sebagai tanda korang sokong. duit tu masuk charity kot kalau tak silap aku. aku tak pasti so aku taknak cakap lebih-lebih. takut salah cakap. ni list dia:

Projek Indiepretasi ( 18 lagu )

♣ Tunggu Sekejab – Hujan
♣ Aci-Aci Buka Pintu – Pop Shuvit
♣ Ai Ai Twist – Pesawat
♣ Bunyi Gitar – Subculture
♣ Gelora Jiwa – Yuna
♣ Getaran Jiwa – Bittersweet
♣ Itulah Sayang – The Ramless
♣ Jangan Tinggal Daku – Seven Collar T-Shirt
♣ Jeritan Batinku – Azlan & The Typewriter
♣ Maafkan Kami – Altimet
♣ Malam Bulan Di Pagar Bintang – Awan Band
♣ Menche Che Bujang Lapok – Couple
♣ Nujum Pak Belalang – Kugiran D’ Tepi Pantai
♣ Pok Pok Bujang Lapok – One Buck Short
♣ Sepanjang Riwayat Ku – They Will Kill Us All
♣ Tiada Kata Secantik Bahasa – Monoloque
♣ Ya Habibi Ali Baba – Meet Uncle Hussein

* ada satu lagu tak cukup dalam list. kalau jumpa aku tambah kat sini jugak.
* kira ada 3 link youtube yang takde sebab aku tak jumpa.
* thanks to Blog Apih for the list

tak tahu apa nak tulis dah. hahah. entri agak berterabut lah kali ni. adeh. kantoi aku sendiri tengah serabut sekarang. haih! -.-

akhir kata, Al-Fatihah buat Allahyarham Tan Sri P Ramlee. moga pengorbanan beliau berada dalam ingatan kita semua sepanjang hayat.

nothing much to say #2

2010-10-26T04:20:00.000+08:00

the ticking clock. though we stop the clock the clock, but we will never stop the time. and i... i keep on wasting my time. yesterday, just now, even now. so much time wasted. i need to have something good while the time keep on wasting.

- La Muette Pensée -

i got you this. my other blog; where i put my deep thoughts or literally my writing arts. though there's a lot of mine, but there, only some i saved. the rest? gone baby gone.

looking at this blog... gosh i really want to update this blog as frequent as i can. but again... time keep on wasting as i don't have anything great to share there. SIGH!

so people, DO BROWSE THERE AND GIVE ME SOME FEEDBACK. i think i need to workout together with your response.

p/s: like if there's a lot people who actually read my post... -.-"

nothing much to say #1

2010-10-26T03:03:00.003+08:00

nothing much done for today. bangun-bangun hari memang dah gelap. oh ya. hujan hari ni. dah hujung bulan 10 kan. memang betul la tu. selalunya orang cakap hujung tahun ni musim tengkujuh kat pantai timur. tapi sekarang aku rasa macam dah tak boleh pakai sangat kata-kata tu. mana taknya. cuaca sekarang memang dah tak menentu kot. tebang hutan sana bakar hutan sini. banjir. hujan kilat. asap kilang apa semua tu. memang bagi kesan kot kat perubahan cuaca bumi ni. haih!

maka tak berbuat la aku kerja siang tadi. again and again ad. again and again... -.-

aku sepatutnya dah mulakan kerja aku yang nak hantar khamis ni. tapi ni lah masalahnya. bangun tidur malas nak buat kerja. online rajin pulak. -.-"

sebelah malam pulak, dan-dan lepas makan kawan-kawan ajak pergi studio. ada praktis katanya. pergi la aku turut serta diorang tu. layan jugak lagu jamming/praktis tadi tu. tambah pulak main lagu yank yang dah diubah versi. style!

sekarang? aku dah mengadap laptop ni balik baru nak buat kerja (lepas habis tulis blog ni lah). dan..... okay, nothing else to say.

one more.

ni aku baru upload kat youtube. semata-mata nak letak kat blog ni. okay, lame. -.-"

this video will be played in this blog automatically or click HERE to stream on youtube.

strip komik #1

2010-10-25T17:10:00.003+08:00

bosan bosan bosan...

tapi shin dah buat aku nak buat benda alah ni... -.-

oh oh lame! -.-"

just saying

2010-10-25T03:58:00.003+08:00

i read a blog. and i know they have been doing their things lately. i wish i can join them doing their things together. but i know. i am just a person who is always being left out by any of my friends. schoolmates? college-mates? classmates? childhood friends? gig-mates? fuck it off. out of them, mere 1% always not letting me to be left out. yeah. i know. again. i cannot really join them. they are doing things that i do not know as if i will never learn them in the future. the same thing. they will never ask me to join them as if i cannot try to go and join them instead of being too far.

or i am born just to be forgotten? thank you.

fuck yeah, forever alone.

teruja seketika

2010-10-25T02:29:00.002+08:00

kerja part-time aku; stalk page-page dan blog-blog. hari ni, aku bertemu dengan satu page yang buat aku macam ... perghhh... memang tak sangke la siottt!!! kenapa? ni hah.

tak sangka aku sekolah lama aku ni ada blog! hahaha. teruja kejap aku tengok blog ni. tapi gaya macam boleh dipertingkatkan lagi dia punya kualiti tu. hahaha.

Untuk melawat, klik: http://smkmuadzamjaya.blogspot.com/

cerita pendek #1

2010-10-25T01:19:00.002+08:00

oh me god! me actually finished me exam!! YEAY! dah boleh balik kampung halaman tercinta tersayang terindu dan ter ter terrrrrrr....!!!

mood : goyang kaki ringan ringan.
time : 1.++ pm (after the exam), wednesday.

hooorraayyy! balik rumah dah boleh nak pack barang-barang sebelum cari tiket balik muadzam. serius seronok! balik rumah duit dah sah-sah keluar untuk time malam-malam je. balik ni yang kompom ada kat rumah hariz dengan show. geng-geng budak uniten pun boleh je kot nak ajak lepak sekali. haha.

kemas-kemas barang... then....

keluar kelas.. turun tangga... TER-pandang papan information...

OH ME GOD!! ME CANNOT GO BACK TO MUADZAM!!! TT.TT

sedih bercampur pilu rasa bila nampak ada assignment yang kena hantar pada jumaat mendatang. ish! dah cuti kot!! memang macam tak cuti la aku jawabnya...

maka pulang lah aku ke bangi dengan muka O_____O dan muka -__________-"

masa terus berjalan....

khamis.... jumaat.... sabtu.... ahad....

SEMANGAT NAK BUAT KERJA AKU TINGGI LAGI NI!! kita tengok hasil...

0% progression... TERBAIK!!!

-__________-"

oh kotak M!!

2010-10-24T23:45:00.002+08:00

ini adalah M-Box 2; sejenis alatan yang digunakan untuk mengakses Pro Tools (one of Mac audio editing program). benda alah ni bertindak sebagai hardware yang mana kalau korang takde benda alah ni, memang tak terbukak la Pro Tools korang tu.

yang korang tengok ni M-Box 2 oleh Digidesign. sekarang Pro Tools dah diambil alih. dah bukan Digidesign. sekarang ni diorang bawah Avid. apa korang peduli kan?

ni pulak M-Box 3 keluaran Avid yang dah ambil alih Pro Tools. nampak macam style kan? alah. bukan korang nak guna pun. -.-

post ni aku highlight benda alah M-Box ni. aku kena pakai benda alah ni untuk assignment. benda alah ni ada kat ada kolej sediakan tapi terhad. so macam susah jugak lah. dah la tak boleh pinjam bawak balik. sebab apa? MAHAL.

benda simple macam ni korang agak-agak berapa harga?

kalau aku jawab, aku rasa RM200-RM400. tapi TAK.

M-Box 2 yang kat atas tu pun harga dia dah RM 1,850.00. kalau M-Box 3 apa lagi lah.

dah la member-member yang aku kenal ramai pakai laptop biasa bukan Apple termasuk aku sekali. tapi dah kolej dapat partnership dengan Apple kan. so memang susah la. haih! nak buat kerja pun demam-demam mencari benda alah ni.

siapa-siapa ada? aku nak pinjam. dapat yang lama punya pun jadi lah! M-Box 1 pun dah kira ok kot nak kasi pinjam. haih!! -_____-"

baby, i miss you ;(

2010-10-21T17:36:00.003+08:00

don't get me wrong sayang. i'm not betraying you for sure. you know i won't.

ini lah satu-satunya benda yang paling aku sayang yang kalau boleh aku nak bawak sampai aku mati lah ibaratnya. bukan la cun pun benda ni. tapi ni lah aku nak cerita sikit.

haaaa... murahan kan handphone ni? memang la. tak cool pun. dah la monotone. screen color pun hitam putih je. barangan tak canggih lah katakan untuk tahun macam tahun ni. mana ada orang nak pakai kan handphone macam ni. serius kau nampak outdated gila. mana orang main dah 1100 kokak ni bai. orang sekarang main iphone je bai. tak pun blackberry ke. paling paling pun orang pandang kau bila kau pakai sony ericsson atau nokia express music yang ada touch screen tu. yang masuk list lagi satu, samsung. yang lain takde orang nak pandang nye der.

haa kan kan?? apa aku peduli orang cakap? lantak kau lah nak berpoyos dengan gadget ganas kau tuh. hahah.

okay. aku tidak emo. lakonan semata-mata.

NOKIA 1100

ni lah handphone yang aku rasa aku taknak lepaskan lah kalau aku dapat pegang lagi. sebabnya, aku dah melalui hidup aku bersama handphone tu sejak tingkatan 1 sampai sebelum aku melangkah masuk ke dunia kolej. lama tu. hampir 7 tahun dah kot. even sekarang pun aku masih ada kot 'bangkai' phone aku tu.

if only someone can save my phone from it's comma... i even stated on facebook.

can some give me Nokia 1100 as a present? serious shit i miss that phone damn much! mmg rasa terhutang budi gila lah kalau ada orang boleh bagi. ;(

yeah, i just want to use it damn much! so please, anyone.

APA KATA OBEFIEND?

and my words...
baby, i miss you ;(

bila mana...

2010-10-18T16:37:00.002+08:00

wah. aku dah merasakan sesuatu. sesuatu yang aku tak sangka dia datang jugak.
seriously. terasa aku nak jerit "bangsat!"

bila mana nota untuk dirujuk kembali tak lengkap.
bila mana masa kurang untuk buat persiapan akhir.
bila mana kalkulator tertinggal dekat rumah.
bila mana apa yang dah dibaca tak keluar.
bila mana apa yang dah dibaca tak ingat.
bila mana apa yang baca samar-samar keluar sebanyak-banyaknya.
bila mana soalan pernah keluar tak dapat jawab.
bila mana terlalu banyak yang tertinggal kosong.
bila mana nak bantai jawapan pun tak tau nak tulis apa.
bila mana kawan hantar mesej jawapan tapi aku dah hantar paper kat depan.

seriously. bila itulah buat aku rasa macam pffftt & grr grr sampai result keluar.

meng-faktap-kan diri

2010-10-18T13:35:00.002+08:00

pecah kepala. garu kaki. korek pusat. hentak tangan. hantuk dada. cucuk punggung.

buat la macam mana pun asalkan semua ni aku dapat selesaikan dengan baik. oh aku bukan budak yang baik. aku cuma seorang lagi budak yang bawak masalah pada orang tuanya yang dah lama pencen. abah mama bagi duit suruh belajar, tak reti nak datang sharp-on-time masa nak pergi kelas. bila kawan dah last minit tak boleh hantar aku jugak terkebil kat rumah tak reti nak sampaikan diri kat kelas. hambik kau.

SEMESTER 2 ADDITIONAL PAYMENT

2 assignments re-submission = RM 100.00 x 2
2 test re-sits = RM 50.00 x 2
1+1 exam re-sits = RM 100.00 x 2

TOTAL PAYMENT = RM 500.00

yeah i know.. im no winner just another loser.

mana nak cekau duit? sendiri mahu fikir. nak mintak abah mama? mana ada diorang bagi duit untuk re-sit re-sit ni semua. so, moral of the story? PADAN MUKA KAU.

p/s: sayang i need you. please don't make my situation worse. thank you.

salut cikgu!

2010-10-13T09:52:00.002+08:00

sapa cakap cikgu tak pandai bergaya?
sapa cakap cikgu tak pandai posing?
sapa cakap cikgu tak pandai hah?

tengok ni...

kan stylo tu!

HA HA HA! ni la salah satu warden asrama masa kat SASER dulu. nama dia Cikgu Kahar. dia warden blok kasturi (rumah kuning). dia sangat terkenal dengan gerai malam-malam kat rumah dia, nasi lemak! sumpah style habis!! hahaha.

jangan tak percaya pulak glamour Cikgu Kahar ni sampai ada budak buat band atas nama NLCK (stands for Nasi Lemak Cikgu Kahar) kot! tak percaya? ni aku bagi korang tengok video diorang! hahahaha.

kan? kan? salut Cikgu Kahar!! hahahahaha.

tetiba aku rindu nak lepak SASER dengan budak-budak lain. dem!
only if line-up cikgu-cikgu masih tak bertukar...
haih! rindu... rindu.... -.-

the first workout!

2010-10-13T09:30:00.002+08:00

presenting my very first video subbing project!

this is Wedding Dress (English Version) by Taeyang, released in Solar (International) album under YG Entertainment. note that all copyrights belong to the YG Entertainment itself. i just edited and uploaded this video for entertainment purpose only.

enjoy the watch guys! =)

p/s: sayang, ily so don't be like this girl! ;p

and so the journey started

2010-10-13T00:23:00.006+08:00

and it's a whole new chapter for my life!

10.10.10

yeah. we made it. and it was on 4:56AM.

nothing really special.

unlike others, we're far apart.

unlike others, we're not that romantic.

but like others, we wanted to be special.

so ♥ 10.0.10 ♥ we made the remark.

with exact 4 months (June 10th, 2010) of contacting each other,
and now we're together.

just hoping for a long run now. =)

back on the track!

2010-10-08T08:06:00.000+08:00

nothing much to say. just that... i am back online on Tumblr! that's all. hahaha.

come and visit me there! don't forget to tell me if you're following me. ;)
Randoms by callmead ©

what's going on the track now

2010-10-08T04:17:00.001+08:00

total bored. padahal ada je kerja yang tak siap lagi. dah jadi normal dah perangai ni. ish ish ish! makin teruk dah aku ni. masa zaman sekolah takde la semalas macam sekarang. makin besar makin menjdai pulak malasnya. haih!

nak tengok betapa malasnya aku? ni ha kerja-kerja yang aku perlu siapkan;

kira lah. ada (6 + 1 =) 7 semua sekali assignment yang aku perlu siapkan. dan sekarang aku siap hampir 90% untuk salah satu assignment tu. hish! 1 pun tak siap lagi. memang nazak la aku punya malas! sekarang, aku dalam proses menyiapkan ni tapi berhenti rehat sambil makan dan berblog. ini part of the work in the assignment;

haaa. assignment aku untuk sekarang banyak melibatkan designing. memang agak slow la aku bab designing ni. ada kerja designing yang aku suka ada yang aku tak suka. tu pasal la perlahan je progres!

oh oh dah 4:15 pagi. aku perlu sambung dan siapkan kerja aku sebelum Subuh! masuk shift kerja balik!!

and btw, ni wallpaper aku sekarang:

HAHAHAHAHA... SPAWN!!

end. ;D

tentang Elmo... memang huh!

2010-10-08T03:39:00.001+08:00

mari sini aku nak bagitau awal-awal. post ini bukan berceritakan tentang Elmo dalam Sesame Street tu okay? Elmo yang aku maksudkan; Mohd Zulhelmie Zullifan atau nama yang diuar-uarkan pada orang ramai, Elmi Elmo.

siapa Elmi Elmo nih?

pemenang filem pendek merdeka 2009 anjuran homegrown.
peserta rancangan realiti sony detik bersama handycam 2010.

tak kenal eh? takpe. tak penting pun. dia bukanlah superstar kat Malaysia ni. dia cuma seorang kawan aku yang TERBUKTI POYO. kan Elmi? hahaha.

kenapa dia jadi entri?

as an expression of envious? hahah. seriously, aku envy dengan mamat sorang nih. dia, yang dah sah poyo ni, sangat tinggi semangat. bila dah ada je semangat dia datang, haram jadah la nak peduli apa orang fikir. unstoppable? ye la kot. dia punya semangat yang OVER ni, buat aku envy.

kalau nak compare dengan aku, aku ada jugak semangat tu. tapi OVER dan LIMITED. sekejap je semangat tinggi lepas tu cepat je reput semangat tu. sebab tu la kerja aku selalu tak siap. melainkan aku da fokus buat kerja tu 100% baru la aku ngadap kerja aku tak berhenti.

lagi tentang Elmi?

dia ni aku kategorikan sebagai seorang sosialis. dia ni memang tiap-tiap hari aku rasa akan engage dengan at least 10 orang kenalan dia. aku rasa lah. and for me, he knows how to communicate with people. positive. skil komunikasi yang tak boleh dipertikaikan. eh? hahahaha.

aku? hahah. aku tak berapa nak ada social skill. yang aku tahu, aku akan jadi gila bila jumpa kawan-kawan atau kenalan baru di mana-mana gig yang aku hadirkan diri. serious shit. sampai Noh cakap aku tak ingat dunia. haish. parah weh! tapi setakat tu je la. bila nak berbual-bual, aku senyap, macam tugu. aku tak reti nak berborak. apa lagi jumpa orang ramai-ramai. sah-sah aku jadi pendengar je. lain la kalau one-on-one. itu pun orang yang aku betul-betul kenal je aku boleh nak berborak. kalau tak haiii.... sunyi padang pasir la jawapnya.

habis dah kan?

eh belum belum. ni ada kaitan dengan semangat Elmi yang over tu. hahah. yang ni pun aku envy. dia tak mudah give-up. aku pun. haha. tapi aku tak la sekental Elmi. Elmi punya study.. entah la. aku macam tak sure. tapi aku rasa macam lagi teruk dari aku. yang tu tak kesah. teruk mana pun, dia tetap go on and fight. tak macam aku.

aku rasa aku lebih baik pun aku masih lagi teruk dari dia kot. selalu dah berhenti tengah jalan. aku takde la nak stop terus; cuma tukar cari jalan baru. kononnya cari jalan lebih baik. tapi tu la, setiap jalan tu mesti ada halangan tersendiri. mungkin ada halangan tipikal tapi tak mungkin terjadi dengan cara sama.

haa. dah la kot. tu je nak cakap. aku adalah orang yang ENVY dengan kawan sendiri.

to Elmi: poyo! selalu buat aku dengki dalam diam!! tapi tetap, aku salut. teruskan hidup kau dengan cara kau. asalkan kau berjaya, aku tetap bangga dengan kawan macam kau. cheers! ;D

boleh tak kalau...

2010-10-05T15:41:00.001+08:00

boleh tak kalau saya nak...

baju kemeja putih fitting - 1
seluar jeans stretch skinny hitam - 1
analogue wrist watch - 1
brownish belt - 1

sebab..

saya nak pakai by next week! -.-

20 minutes menu from IIUM Gombak

2010-09-30T21:36:00.001+08:00

noted on exactly September 30th, 2010 hour 0329.

location; room C-4-7 Mahallah As-Siddiq, IIUM, Gombak.

setting; sitting on a chair in front of the study desk, a bit gloomy with one side of the room brighter than the current position.

the story today.

nothing special. just sharing happy moments tonight. with 7 assignments on the line waiting to be finished and passed up as soon as possible, i managed to run away from it taking sights and gaining some study spirit from my fellow friends here in IIUM Gombak.

nothing special. it just that i finally made myself stepped into the public transport again just to meet my friends here. well, it is quite special since i met again with 2 of the seniors and our own theatrical/artistic society (GETAR) having dinner together. though it's not really a grand one, it's counted as a little bit special as we can finally hear news from each other. oh God i miss to act and get hyper fun with them. with them, laughter is a must! out of seriousness, i think 90% will always be happiness and laughter. thanks to the great people inside.

what else? nothing much. it's all about coming all the way from Bangi alone to IIUM Gombak just to meet and meet and meet people. happy enough. i met my soon-to-be relatives, friends, ex-roomates, ex-classmates and people who are always around me back then in IIUM Petaling Jaya. though i didn't really meet all of them, meeting a few is already a grateful one for me. so thanks for having some time with me y'all.

and i don't really have things to say. i just hope that i can meet more and more friends today. but too bad, i need to go back to Muadzam Shah, my home sweet home by evening. so i just try to meet whoever possible.

sorry if i fail to meet you guys. we'll try to meet some other time later. okay?

ouh. and a bit sucks! sorry again. haha. IIUM didin't serve internet for foreign computers so i can't put this one on the blog. damn! haha. that's all.

done noted exactly at hour 0349. 20 minutes blogging. =)

look at the mirror

2010-09-30T21:27:00.002+08:00

i am looking back at myself. atau lebih sesuai aku cakapkan, cermin diri. jangan bajet lebih! haha. oh well. i did it somehow. cermin diri sendiri melihat 'progress' hidup aku. moh aku 'story'!

hidup aku macam orang biasa, normal. tak ada yang sangat-sangat 'rare' untuk digempar-gempurkan. kalau ada pun, 'event' yang mana ramai jugak orang lain pernah merasakan peristiwa tu. jadi, memang patut aku cakap, kehidupan aku biasa je.

waktu kecil.

kecik-kecik main guli main lego main gasing main besbol main galah panjang main polis sentri main batu petak/ceper, jadi budak nakal pergi memancing pukul 3 petang, lepas tu balik rumah kena kurung di luar. kat sekolah, ya rabbi nakal! ejek mengejek tu tipu lah kalau aku tak kan. lepas tu kelas tambahan, main lari-lari main ketingting padahal cikgu dah start mengajar. siap kena panggil dengan cikgu besar lagi kat perhimpunan jadi contoh pengawas yang TERBAIK! hahaha. masa kuiz petang, cikgu naik atas je kerja semua pecah-pecah bagi orang tu buat sikit orang ni buat sikit. boleh la soalan matematik objektif. selamba je siap awal yang 5 6 orang ni. hahaha. itu kisah zaman kanak-kanak, zaman aku masih kecil, zaman sekolah rendah.

kehidupan mula berubah dengan perlahan.

dah masuk sekolah menengah, aku pulak jadi budak nerd. kerja sekolah wajib buat. mesti siap lah macam mana malas pun. tapi kawan-kawan sekeliling, masih nakal. jadi selalu jugak lah join mereka-mereka tu ponteng kelas, masuk lambat, rayau sana rayau sini. al-maklumlah, ada pangkat pengawas, seronok je lah merayau konon-konon buat rondaan. jadah apa meronda masa cikgu mengajar dalam kelas. serius alasan tak boleh diterima. itu lah hidup sekolah menengah rendah.

kehidupan selepas PMR makin berubah.

kononnya, aku bertukar sekolah yang lebih ramai pesaing dan menetap di situ. tetapi takdir untuk aku menerima tawaran masuk sekolah berasrama penuh (SBP). jadi ada la berapa bulan je duduk di sekolah yang aku baru tukar tu sebelum aku disumbat dalam hostel. kat asrama, aku tidaklah menerima tamparan hebat daripada 'culture shock'. aku rasa aku boleh je adapt life dekat hostel. cuma satu benda kat hostel ni mengubah aku jadi orang yang makin malas dan malas. syukur sebab aku hidup dengan geng budak-budak pandai. jadi, ada lah jugak tempias pandai diorang tu kat aku. kat sana jugak la aku banyak belajar macam mana nak appreciate cikgu-cikgu yang tolong kita. cikgu-cikgu yang mengajar kitorang masa tu kiranya memang 'top' lah! oh aku rindu diorang.

selepas SPM.

masa ni lah aku betul-betul mula berubah. aku betul-betul mengenal dunia luar. masa ni lah aku punya 'nerd' tu hilang biar orang masih kata aku 'nerd'. entah lah. aku tak macam aku kot masa ni. gila-gila. pergi gig layan 'mosh' pun mengalahkan orang yang selalu 'moshing'. tapi bukan 'hardcore mosh' la. ringan-ringan je. masa ni lah aku mula jadi orang yang kuat sangat rayaunya. masa ni jugak lah aku jadi orang yang ada kalanya 'rebelious against self'. kalau korang faham la.

personaliti berubah.

setengah tahun menggila. masa untuk masuk belajar balik. masa ni dah mula nak jadi orang balik. masuk UIA awal-awal dulu pun dah 'nerd' balik. baik je perangai. tapi, tak lama. masuk semester 2, datang balik perangai malas, ponteng kelas, kaki jalan, kaki main. haih la Adli oh Adli. tapi masa ni jugak lah aku betul-betul tambah kawan sebaya. boleh tahan mesra lah sampai sekarang kalau nak dibandingkan dengan geng-geng aku kat asrama dulu.

dan kini.

aku dah keluar UIA menjalankan hidup baru. life kolej baru. ini betul-betul 'culture shock'. kebajikan akhirat tu memang persoalan yang aku kena handle diri sendiri. orang tak ramai. life diorang pulak urban. dalam kelas, 18 orang almost 50-50 malay & chinese but the lecturer ramai "kell". tapi syukur, aku masih ada kawan-kawan UIA aku. aku masih ada kawan-kawan aku masa sekolah rendah dan sekolah menengah rendah. aku jugak masih ada kawan-kawan SASER dan kawan gila-gilaan. sekurangnya aku masih boleh berpusing ke arah mereka-mereka ni kalau rasa hidup kat kolej baru 'insecure'. so far, i still manage to control myself. but the lazy part of me is getting worse by days. inilah kehidupan aku.

bagi aku, hidup aku masih normal. aku masih tak terjebak dengan masalah 'clubbing', 'alcoholic' dan benda-benda yang macam tu lah since diorang (my current classmates) tak seteruk macam ni. even merokok tu pun aku 'failed' nak 'adapt' diri aku dengan 'habit' tu. tak ketagih jugak nak buat macam mana. oh. and i believe i still live mostly with the safe crowd. only God knows what will happen to me. harap-harap hidup aku lebih baik menjurus ke laluan yang betul lah kan. Amiin...

tamat sudah cermin diri. jadi aku dah berubah tak macam dulu. aku dah lebih baik dalam bergaul dengan masyarakat. tapi tak syoknya aku dah jadi makin malas. haih. tolong la ubah yang tu Adli oi. parah betul masalah tu.

sekian dari Adli Baharuddin, selesai mencermin diri.

buka muka baru!

2010-09-29T04:26:00.001+08:00

song played :
all i ever wanted by basshunter
uptown girl by billy joel
better man by robbie williams
vanilla twilight by owl city

today's mood :
absolute boredom | mellow | deep thought

done! i made it! i successfully changed my blog layout and the new name for the blog. oh well, it doesn't really mean anything. just giving in the fresh look for the blog. not a big deal though.

it's my 301 post of the blog. wow. it turns into a new page now. should i change my writing style too? or it is changing by time. hurm.. fuck it. who cares?

another boring day coming and i should do my job here. tapi ya Allah, malas bebenau aku ni kan. and now, i'm just sitting in front of the laptop together with the guitar to play with. nak tengok?

it's similar. Yamaha F-310p Acoustic Guitar. Meranti materials with the Rosewood for the fingerboard and the bridge. yang bezanya, gitar yang aku pakai (gitar bapak aku sebenarnya), takde stiker hitam kat body gitar tu. nampak kosong sikit. but the appearance didn't really affect me on the passion of learning and playing guitar.

i have been playing guitar like 3 years but never really learn the technique properly. i remember the one who taught me, Kip. he is the one who are willing to let me learn. because of him i can play guitar now. geez, thanks a lot dude! takde kau aku rasa aku tak sentuh pun gitar.

i remembered masa belajar main gitar dulu dengan Kip, kitorang siap buat 2 lagu; satu lagu untuk kaunselor dan satu lagi untuk kawan-kawan. segan doh! tapi aku nak post jugak! hahaha.

Just For You Ibu

Endorphin

heeeeeeee~ sumpah malu seh! tapi ni la karya ulung kollaborasi dengan member baik kat SASER, Kip. sekarang aku dah lost contact dengan dia. tak tau la nanti dapat balik tak cari kat Facebook. harap-harap dapat la. aku jugak lost contact dengan 'ibu' atau kaunselor. she's definitely nice. but yeah, i miss her. lama tak tanya khabar. hopefully, she's fine. aku ingat lagi yang dia ada masalah berjauhan dengan suami.

oh boy. these two songs really make me think of the old time back in SASER, which now no longer SASER. to think of it changes identity, it's very sad. even lots of the teachers are no longer there. =(

okay, i'll stop here. emosi terganggu lah pulak. till the next post...

300 and it's ended beautifully =)

2010-09-26T04:04:00.001+08:00

hey hey it's 300 post y'all!!

and only if i know i were to meet them..

AND ONLY IF i am afford enough to use the blackberry...

damn! i want to keep in touch with them in BB!!

them? who are them?

no scandals! just the person you should respect a lot...

the world is just a tiny planet you know. even my parents met the neighbors during their oversea trips (ala.. boleh la dah diorang memang pergi sekali~). it's the truth though. you never expect to meet someone you know at a place where you are the strangers from the outside! uuuuuuuuuuuuu..... (*toy story mode*)... and tonight.. tho it's not that strange, still, i met them!

i should have gone to gombak tonight with my soon-to-be sis-in-law's lil sis, Amal to my very own buddies, incek Kaled Ali's house. but instead of going open house for the meet, i went to my soon-to-be sis-in-law's friend's reception. blurgh..

"i'm sorry kaled. i was going there with the name of 'the job' dude. you know i will not miss out if my best buddies doing their event. i'll try to present myself in the future! ;)"

i went to the reception as part of the crew who took part in the event. yes, i'm not really in their guest list there. but, yeah. it was fascinating to do the job there. in addition, it's a job in which you really need the teamwork. for that point, i totally love it! ^^

the event was i should say, smooth. no realistic technical problems. just that lack of experience on handling the stuff in the event, which i point to my loss. no big deal. i'm still new to the job i've handled today. it's even my first time doing that stuff y'all! but safe to say, i'm quite ready to get more on more of this job so i can keep improving myself. =)

the after event...

i should say people will mostly exhausted after having a big event done. i couldn't agree more on that fact. but tonight, it was a bit different. i couldn't really expect this to happen.

i was happened to meet my English teacher's back in SASER (no longer SASER now...new identity to my school) ALIKE, Miss Hilma. oh well, there are people who look similar to us right. i was packing to go back. as i was going outside the hall, wallah! oh my god. the world is so small. it's my REAL English teacher in SASER, mam Hasni. double OMG!!

"Nawal tu Miss Hilma punya sister..."

OMG OMG OMG!! it really is Miss Hilma that i encountered earlier. memang kecik dunia. haiyoo. and Nawal is the bride for that night; my (again!) soon-to-be sis-in-law's friend. and so, i met her for real after that...

no wonder i always have a feel of meeting my teachers. LOL!

but i tell you, my mood is all lifted up after seeing my respectful teachers on that reception event. gosh, i'm looking forward to have some chitchat with them in the future.

after all, it's a good night that i endured MINUS the point that i failed to go to Kaled's open house. sorry dude! TT.TT

that's how i end my post today. an all texts post for this one. yeah, since i don't have any pictures taken to be uploaded here. so... TTS!! (time to sleep)

Today's FB status: just met my teachers, Hasni Bakar & NoorHilma Yem at my soon-to-be sis-in-law's friend's reception (fuuh!). mood all lifted up! *briggin' XDD

i enjoy listening it damn much!

2010-09-24T10:28:00.003+08:00

a song that i just love listening to it:

Afdlin Shauki - Mia Sara
(Papadom OST)

miasara
waktu pagi kau sinari hidup ini
bangun papa bangun mami
kau sebut di telinga kami
satu hari kau kan pergi
tinggal kami bersendiri
walau apa kan terjadi
kau tetap akan kami cintai

ohh.. miasara tidur lah
kamikan bersama mu
dibuai mimpi nan indah
dan doa papa dan mama mu
tidur lah miasara
tidur lah miasara
tidur lah

miasara
yang pertama anugerah terutama
senyuman mu belai jiwa
pengubat hati yang lara
tuhan lindungi permata
selamatkan sentiasa
dari duka di dunia
akan kita hadapi bersama
rambut mu mata mu bibir mu hati mu
senyum mu tawa mu di hatiku selalu

ohh.. miasara tidur lah
kasihani mama mu
kerana dia menunggu
untuk bersama bapa mu
tidurlah miasara
tidurlah miasara
tidurlah

tidurlah miasara
tidurlah miasara
tidurlah miasara
hooo.. tidurlah

- though just a simple song, i give ♥♥♥ for i don't know; just enjoy it -

you'll never know my all-time favorite car unless you read this!

2010-09-23T14:17:00.001+08:00

i guess some of you may never heard of Toyota Starlet. yeah. i know. the most classic series of Toyota that people know is mostly Corona, Corolla, Levin and Trueno.

but this Starlet is the one i want to talk about. there are several series come out under Starlet model. the latest; 90 series with 3 different types; Reflet (normal), Glanza (sports), and Carat (classic). but heck no. i'm not talking about that one.

the one i'm talking about:

this is another version Toyota Starlet which is for older than the previous i mentioned about. this is Starlet 60 series. this category are the productions of Feb 1978 till Oct 1984. comes out with 3-doors, 5-doors hatchback or 5-doors wagon. i don't know much the details but boy i just love this old crappy car!

oh damn. seriously, i want that white "CQ2737" Toyota Starlet KP61 5-door hatchback with K-40 transmission right in front of my eyes back!!

well yeah, once upon the time, back in 90's, my dad has owned this old junk. but never doubt us to trash it since we're loving this car and kept it as long as we can. at that time, i never know how to drive since me myself was still a little kid. i remembered myself dreaming of my future, having my very own driving license with that old junk being taken care by me. but it was in the past.

with the time past and i'm all grown up, history was never the same. as i owned my license, that car was no longer in sight. the bitter i have, still remain today.

i know it's hard to kept an old car, but i was heartbroken as i never get my chance to drive that car at least once in a lifetime. hey, i do love that car since i was a kid okay. and it disappeared. no more exist.

watching them having this car in a very good condition and wallah! makeover and retouch, damn! i really envy them. i dreamed one doing so too. but yeah, no car.

maybe one day if i ever have extra money, i will try my best to purchase this K61 car by my own. surely i will be getting that car 4K-U (Japan spec. produced 74 hp (55 kW) at 5600 RPM and 78 ft·lbf (105 N·m) at 3600 RPM in 1982) engine installed and some other customization for the best cruising in an old K-car.

someday i will! TT.TT

come and figure yourself out

2010-09-21T15:54:00.000+08:00

wah sangat ramai! i never knew myself to get this much wishes. speechless and at the same time, i was mesmerized. though i don't really expect to get such a great number of wishes. again. it was fascinating. i can only say thank you. and if possible i will try to get to you guys lepaking bersama. yeah, only if i can have appropriate time and enough money to travel to your place or whatsoever way possible to reach you.

i never received this much loving wishes from people of my networks. though it happen that they just saw my name and wished, or they really know that my birthday already past, still, i thank you very much!

past birthday?

heck yeah. my birth date is on May 15th, 1990 which is in Hijri calendar is on Syawal 19th, 1410 as i figured it out late this summer.

so guys, don't get me wrong. this year Syawal 19th was on September 17th. that's why you wish me that day. just this; instead of wishing birthday using Georgian calendar, why not we wish your birthday on Hijri calendar? you should know your birth date in Hijri calendar if you are Muslims.

WAIT!!! Syawal 19th? September 17th? WHAT THE F!! i got myself wrong date!! =.="

this year should be... SEPTEMBER 28th.. DAMN I GOT MYSELF WRONG!

okay sorry guys. i'm a nakal guy who like to see people's reaction. sorry. wuu wuu. TT.TT

story of the day

2010-09-14T10:27:00.002+08:00

story for today!

i got....

nothing. =.="

post aku cair oh!

2010-09-05T00:36:00.002+08:00

jan jan!! *sound effect*

comel tak dia ni? tipu kalau cakap tak comel. serius tipu! mesti ade at least sikit la rase nak cakap dia ni comel. kan kan kan? ni la dia gadis yang buat aku cair? SEBAB RUPA? boleh la tahan. tapi ade sebab lain oh! nak tau? meh aku story sikit. sikit je! bace tau! kekeke~

gadis yang cenonet ni name dia Lee Ji Eun. ha ye, minah KOREA! tak pun name famous dia IU. ingat weh, IU *tegas*. dia ni hampir jadi kembar aku tapi muda 3 tahun *kembar la sangat... -___-"*. haaa. jadi pandai-pandai la korang kira sendiri umur dia. dia ni comel tu bukan sebab #1 aku suka dia. ni sebab #1 yang sebenar kenapa aku suka dia. bawah ni ada video bukti untuk korang tengok kenapa aku suka dia.

dapat note down tak point-point bukti? sah-sah korang tak buat note kan? bukan penting pun.

aku cuma nak cakap, dia ni PANDAI NYANYI SAMBIL MAIN GITAR, in which aku envy + jeles + cair gile bile tengok dia dendangkan lagu. aku nak jugak pandai main gitar sampai tahap dia neh. dah la suare pun sedap didengar.

DAMN! aku nak dia jadik aku punya BF la camni. suh main lagu sambil nyanyi tiap-tiap kali gi dating kat taman. boleh tak? *kompem tak dapet* TT.TT

so, aku just nak bagitau yang...

aku <3 dia!

tu je~ XDD

post untuk digelak beramai-ramai

2010-09-04T09:36:00.002+08:00

hah. ni agak tak patut dikongsi tapi, tangan ni gatal nak post jugak. makae tertunjuklah benda alah ni. aku saje la browse balik post-post lama aku. dalam banyak-banyak post tu aku terbaca part ni:

kepada kekasih hati:
b mintak maaf sebab semalam b tak layan u sebaik mungkin. dan pasal kita ni, nanti kita bincang balik ok? u jangan risau pasal b malam ni. b dah ok. esok kita contact. love, b.

TOLONG GELAK RAMAI-RAMAI WEH! SEYES GELI GILAK AKU BACE!! EUWWW!!!!

tak sangke aku ade jugak post yang SUPER GELI MAT macam yang tertera kat atas ni. adoimak. tolong~ perlu ke aku post bende macam ni? heeee. GELI LA SIAL!! seyes neh. rase nak delete post tu pun ade. selamat la post tu panjang lebar & quote atas tu memang p/s dalam post tu je. *kesat dahi* lega meh!

haaa... korang. untuk pengetahuan korang, HATI AKU PON ADE TAMAN JUGAK. muahahaha!! oke tak bangge. segan nak mampos ade~ TT.TT

am i talking craps again?

2010-09-04T08:57:00.000+08:00

lama sudah blog ini tak ber-update. biasa lah bila dah tak ada cerita baru untuk dikongsi bersama. so, just update anything as long as this blog remains updated. macam tu ke? mungkin jugak kan? kalau ikutkan hati nak je update blog tiap-tiap hari. tapi, nak buat short update je. masalahnya, bila mata dah tak berapa suka pandang update yang pendek kat blog ni, memang tak la kalau nak update post pendek-pendek kan? HA HA HA.

never mind. i give you a long update ad since you don't want the short one... -___-"

over did you do over past week?

macam orang lain jugak, puasa. tapi tak macam kaum wanita lah. diorang kebanyakan ada yang ~~ponteng~~ cuti puasa. tapi saya kaum Adam mana la boleh cuti-cuti ni. nak ponteng? macam budak-budak! budak-budak pun pandai puasa penuh!!

okay.. besides fasting? you never do anything at home?

ada je. aku masih berusaha merajinkan diri membuat assignment yang lecturer-lecturer bagi kat aku dalam kelas. aku ada 2 assignment tangguh 2 assignment yang approaching dateline dan jugak 1 projek akustik. MASAK!! tapi apa aku buat? sikit sangat sampai tak boleh nak tunjuk dalam ni. TT.TT

nak lagi? aku update blog sekarang. bukan blog ni. aku commit pada satu lagi blog, KARAMY. tak tau? aku baru je post hari tu kat sini.

KARAMY ni blog yang mana menyumbatkan isu terkini tentang KOREAN POP GIRLS GROUP, KARA. korang tak kenal memang agak nasib la kan. tujuan asal blog tu nak bagi orang kat Malaysia tau update KARA tu. tapi macam tak ramai pun yang tau, so aku buat-buat macam orang tau je la kan. z.Z

not satisfied. what else did you do?

oke oke aku bagitau. but in English. i've been working on post counts on various fan forums in order to get more download sources of English subbed videos. it's not like i love all of them. no. wrong! i just want the download links. but if i do love them, means that i will continue to post on those forums. if not, the posts won't really counts up.

and why do you spend time on those forums?

self entertainment. since i can't really go out and meet friends, that's what i do. and you should know this. I LOVE WATCHING KOREAN VARIETY SHOWS. that's the main reason driven me to commit on those posts.

satisfied? HA HA HA.

*head bangs to the wall* so 4D thinking Ad~ (> ^~^)>

seriously wtf!

2010-08-25T08:04:00.001+08:00

bila kita nak dapat speed macam ni hah? INSANELY laju kot. serius bila fikir pasal kita punya internet line aku macam tut je rasa.

kalau nak banding dengan connection yang aku dapat sekarang?

amacam? tak boleh lawan kan? yang aku pelik, duduk kat bangi, tapi jarak dari host server kat Cyberjaya ~750mi. padahal aku rasa kalau dari bangi nak pegi Cyberjaya tu 50km pun tak sampai. entahlah. tapi aku masih lagi dalam mode dengki tengok mamat yang empunya speed kat atas tu.

dengki la siottt~ pffftt!! -.-"

magic girl's curse?

2010-08-22T09:36:00.002+08:00

sila usha video ni dulu:

ni adalah lagu MAGIC GIRL yang dinyanyikan oleh Orange Caramel. Orange Caramel ni sub-girl group kepada After School, menampilkan 3 daripada berapa orang entah yang asal. aku ingat nama diorang ni, Raina, Nana & Lizzy.

aku bukan nak citer pasal diorang. cumanya aku agak musykil sekarang sebab aku asyik dengar lagu ni je berulang kali. nak cakap sebab aku suka tengok diorang, aku pasang dalam iPod je pun. lagu dia, setiap kali aku dengar aku rasa aku macam re-call something. tapi, bila aku nak fikir apa yang dia re-call tu tak boleh. seolah macam takde dalam memory aku. entah lah. muzik ni menghantui aku ke aku pun tak tau.

aku masih mencari ni. ada orang boleh describe secara detail tentang lagu tu? aku cuma boleh cakap lagu tu dia retro pop pastu lovey dovey sikit cheerful sikit. dah lah maksud pun aku tak tau. tapi tu lah, since diorang debut lagi aku asyik dengar lagu ni je.

somebody help me! kompom takde nak nolong. -.-"

one thing i couldn't forget until now

2010-08-22T07:10:00.001+08:00

hari ni aku nak post satu video ni. serius bila play balik video ni aku macam sayu. haa. apa-apa korang tengok dulu. takde lah special sangat cumanya memang special untuk aku la...

video ni membuatkan aku teringat saat-saat masa aku bersahur ramai-ramai satu family tak lama dulu...

lepas sahur semua terlantar kat sofa ruang tamu dengan air suam, tunggu azan Subuh. dalam menunggu tu pasang la radio Best 104.9 ("Johor Malaysia" trademark slogan dia). dengan bapak aku berasap kejap. bila habis minum tu selalunya betul-betul sebelum azan Subuh. pastu habis azan la berkumandang lagu ni. dengar lagu ni satu round lepas tu semua gi bersiap nak solat Subuh berjemaah. habis tu baru lah sambung tidur, tak pun sambung main game yang aku tinggal semalamnya ke.

itu masa tu lah. masa aku masih bersekolah. sekarang... aku tak pasti lah dapat dengar lagi ke tak lagu ni sama-sama. kat ruang tamu aku dah takde radio ni. harap-harap minggu depan ada lagi lah moment macam ni, moment semua satu family duduk tunggu azan Subuh sambil borak-borak dekat ruang tamu tak pun selalunya sekarang ni kat meja makan.

oh i just love family meeting after meal. rindu~ =(

something that i call it interesting

2010-08-20T08:30:00.003+08:00

If you have been following One Way’s Chance on Twitter, you’ll see that he recently updated his fans stating that he needs your help with the artwork for One Way’s upcoming album!

The idea is unique due to the fact that photos you personally take may be featured in their actual album. How cool is that?!

Interested in helping out? Read on for the details!

One Way wants to represent fans worldwide, and their plan is to use photos of ‘One Way’ road signs taken by fans from all over the world.

Picture requirements are as follows:

* Must contain a ‘One Way’ road sign. (Any language is perfectly fine)
* Digital camera or DLSR (Digital single-lens reflex) camera must be used.
* Photo must be 500 pixels in width and height, or higher.
* CANNOT BE PHOTOS FOUND ON THE INTERNET!

Remember, these photos will be used for their actual album. Due to copyright restrictions, pictures found on the internet cannot be used.

The deadline is currently set for August 26th, so start snapping some shots!

Send your original photos via email to: onewayonesound@yahoo.com

aku terbaca artikel ni. macam menarik je nak join sekaki. seriously, mana tau kot dapat masuk jugak kan gambar yang aku ambik dalam album dia. it'll definitely be an honor for me man. bukan susah pun. cuma kena pandai ambik gambar je la. huu.

apa lagi... JOM KORANG!! XDD

article was written by Kingpolo from allkpop

original source

the last post payment

2010-08-20T07:41:00.000+08:00

yeah. for the post before this. overreacted. letih punya pasal.

paham kan? =)

dah lah korang! pfftt!!

2010-08-20T01:04:00.000+08:00

do i have to talk craps here? tolong lah weh. takkan korang nak jadi remaja yang asyik layan perasaan lagi kot? weh, kita dah berumur la bai. 20 dah pun. selamat tak 25 tahun lagi. kalau tak tak tau apa aku boleh cakap.

come on weh. you don't have to be like this. you know it wasn't that easy for me to get meeting you guys. bila aku nak turun jumpa ni buat la cara nak jumpa. korang ajak kan? ni mesti ada je konflik yang buat aku sakit hati tunggu apa planning korang sorang-sorang. penat menunggu hati pun panas weh.

kenapa bila masa korang plan nak jumpa, ada je konflik? ada je benda layan perasaan korang... pastu emo-emo buat aku macam tunggul tunggu keputusan korang. tak boleh ke campak benda tu ke tepi. kalau nak timbangkan perasaan je memanjang memang bila-bila pun asyik emo. pfffft!

dah. malam ni aku nak cakap aku kecewa. sangat kecewa. okay? dah. gi layan perasaan!

*aku pun tau nak baran jugak. -.-"

what's up with KARAMY?

2010-08-19T01:24:00.009+08:00

if you can see in the frame above, it's a blog that gives you latest KARA updates. well, they are really still new. i made it alone, still on progress.

why did i do it?

REASON #1 - i wanted to improve my translating skills. well, it's about structuring English sentences. i was able to got their news updates from various sources of course not in English as well. so, to put in more work, i got the foreign language translated by Google and surely need to reconstruct their whole articles. i don't know but it's just fun to do so.

REASON #2 - KARA themselves. they are one of my must watch Korean girls group. why not? i love to watch how Korean manage to make entertainment industry very alive. unlike Malaysian, Korean system is quite different. though they are singers, dancers or actors, all all them are considered to be entertainers and they are needed to be part of the casts when it comes to variety or talk or any shows. so besides singing, dancing and acting, they need to be great on TV shows. and yes, KARA is one of the one i participated to watch on. =)

REASON #3 - i envy how large the Korean resources as compared to Malaysian. kalau ada la peluang, nak je buat macam ni kat artis tempatan kita macam Hujan ke Faizal tahir ke sapa-sapa lah. cuma kita tak banyak sumber. kalau ada pun, sah-sah wartawan yang monopoli artikel. lepas tu penuh dengan ayat putar belit dan sekian sekian sekian. this is how i completed my will to do the blog.

hey, guess what; i even set the benchmark for this blog. ALLKPOP seems likely to be the highest benchmark for me to achieve. next, C.N.BLUE BEAT. if you are willing to help me out, it will be great! hehehe~ =p

now about KARA. i believe they are underrated as compared to the other Korean groups that have been through Malaysia. i wonder why. they're not good enough? come on lah!

#1 they're cute & pretty enough for me if you're asking bout the face.

#2 they can really sing & dance. look at their SUPER SUCCESSFUL Butt Dance! surely you know if you're K-pop enthusiast.

#3 they do have their ability to shine on TV shows too. so what?

#4 they're SUPER SUCCESS with their record breaking debut in Japan.

#5 they're LOVABLE i should say. i can't see reasons to insult them. =)

well, if you want to know about them more, just go and look around KARAMY. i'm pretty sure you'll find something to know about KARA.

sorry for spazzing K-pop in this post. inilah akibat tak tau apa lagi yang boleh aku cakap hari ni. kekeke. end.

terkenang aku akan dikau

2010-08-18T20:12:00.002+08:00

tiba-tiba aku terkenangkan arwah kawan aku, Allahyarham Sazrul Affendi Sarlan (1990-2002). kadangkala terfikir aku bila adanya lagi arwah kat atas muka bumi ni kan. aku rasa dah semestinya arwah jadi antara atlet tenis negara yang dihormati. suasana hidup pun mesti tak macam sekarang. aku rasa mesti Mok dengan Muadz sangkut dengan arwah jugak.

hurm.. tapi apakan daya, Tuhan sayangkan dia. moga roh dicucuri rahmat. Al-Fatihah.

de stori of a fren's stalker

2010-08-17T11:16:00.001+08:00

alkisahnya, ada lah seorang kawan aku ni namanya disebut di merata tempat. tengok lah, ada nasib, dengarlah perkataan tu. dia ni tua la daripada aku, 2 tahun la kot. itu diabaikan. dah lama jugak la aku tak contact dia. malas. sebab. sebab yang aku tak berapa rajin nak cakap. hahah.

kenapa dengan dia? entah la. aku yang nakal ni memang dengan sengaja stalk life dia. mak aih. boleh kata hari-hari hidup dia mesti emosi tahap gaban punya la. masalah pulak, masalah yang sama dari semalam sampai la ke tahun depan *sungguh metafora*.

kenapa aku tak tegur? dah nama pun stalker. kalau aku tegur dah tak stalker lah aku. lagipun aku pernah diberitahu dia sendiri yang dia tu tak makan saman. kata-kata atau idea bernas orang keliling untuk tolong dia memang tak jalan la. jadi, aku ni dah jadi agak malas untuk bersuara. tak bersuara nanti kesian la pulak. tapi tu lah, kalau dah jenis tak makan saman memang agak susah la kan.

hidup.. hidup... aku tak tau macam mana manusia ni boleh hidup dalam dilema lama-lama. setakat sehari dua ni biasa lagi la. ni kalau dah berbulan duduk macam tu je, aku rasa memang dia takde life la. tambah pulak dilema tu sebab kehilangan orang yang dikasihi a.k.a. balak atau awek. haa yang ni tak boleh blah. macam la putus couple tu habis terus hidup kau. padahal, ramai lagi kot kaum lelaki kaum hawa kat luar tu yang boleh dimasuk line. cuma nak taknak atau ada rezeki ke tak je.

hidup aku... tolong la, aku pun pernah je couple. sekarang? lonely soldier boy lagi kot. betul, ada masa tu rasa sunyi je hidup takde pasangan. tapi, takde diorang tu bukannya terus takde fun dalam hidup.

jadi, pesanan untuk kawan aku yang aku tak gerenti dia baca; tolong la, tak payah la nak kenang cerita dah lepas tu. hati kau tu dah la sakit, berapa kali kau accident pun aku tak tau. cuba la bagi hati bernafas sikit nak rasa suasana gembira. family, kawan-kawan ada. apa guna? please, get over with and resume your life happily. aku yang stalk kau ni, sedih tengok keadaan kau. cuma aku takde cara nak bagitau kau. ni je la jalan terbaik buat masa ni. please, okay?

jadi kawan-kawan aku yang lain, hidup la dengan ceria. jangan nak layankan perasaan je. =)

p/s: kawan, aku bagitau sebab aku sayang kau tau. dah la lama tak ketemu. rasa nak hug hug kiss kiss pun ada. tapi tak boleh wooo~ =p

the music acts and the variety shows

2010-08-17T07:25:00.006+08:00

as i don't really want to sleep at this hour, i just post you some random stuff. well, it's not really random. just that randomly i think about posting this out. nothing personal in particular. just sharing something that i like early on this morning. here we go.

CURRENT FAVORITE K-POP GROUPS

4MINUTE

. Hot Issue . Muzik . Change . HuH . I My Me Mine . Ba Ba Ba . Superstar .

KARA
. Rock U . Honey . Pretty Girl . Mister . Wanna . Lupin .

well, i don't really say that that i am 100% into them. just that i am kind of have extra interest them. they did make great music. but, i can't really say everything new great music make made me fall for them. NO. if it is to be like this, then i have to include 2NE1, BoA, B2ST, IU, 2PM and more of their artist. so, i just show you the one which i listen quite frequently.

CURRENT FAVORITE KOREAN TV SHOWS

SBS HEROES
Noh Sayeon . Shin Bongsun . Seo In Young . Yoo In Na . Nicole . Jiyeon . IU . Narsha . Gahee . Lee Jin . Jun Ga Eun . Hong Soo Ah

SBS FAMILY OUTING (ended)
Yoo Jaesuk . Lee Hyori . Yoon Jongshin . Kim Sooro . ~~Lee Chunhee~~ . ~~Park Yejin~~ . Daesung . Kim Jong Kook . Park Shiyeon . Park Haejin

KBS INVINCIBLE YOUTH
~~Yuri~~ . ~~Sunny~~ . Hara . Narsha . ~~Hyuna~~ . Hyomin . Sunhwa . Kim Shinyoung . Kim Taewoo . Juyeon . Victoria . Kim Sori . Jang Dongmin

THE REST:
MBC We Got Married | SBS Strong Heart | SBS Running Man | KBS 2 Days 1 Night | KBS Happy Together

same here. i got some other shows that i like to watch. but these are some shows that i always try to watch all of their episodes. they sure have some great entertainment. their show does provide laughter or at least smile. that's the reason why i like to watch their shows.

well, i really put myself on interest towards Korean entertainment schemes. music and variety shows. the Korean really hit us some great impact with their great job. i personally like how they keep their content generally and technically interesting, especially on variety shows. you should watch yourself dude. you won't regret it. oh well, still depends on your taste though.

okay, end of this post. =)

i love you redfm

2010-08-16T07:36:00.001+08:00

I LOVE YOU RED FM

well, this local radio is still new i believe. it's not even spread to east coast and east of Malaysia yet. surely new right? nevertheless, i think i really into this radio station other than Hot FM and the others. why is that? they played songs from my young or child age of when i am able to listen, enjoy and singing along years ago until the recent today. oh yes, they are all English songs.

feeling like trying to listen to this radio? you can even listen to it online guys! - CLICK HERE

i already bookmarked the link and so they become my pal in the morning. he he he. have a blast people! =)

sudah dikategorikan

2010-08-16T06:59:00.001+08:00

WANTED BY ME!

please hunt her down for me. i'm dying watching her everyday. damn! she's a very type of my ideal one i should say. well, she does look cute. but there is more than that. i want someone like her; fun, crazy, unavoidable species of raccoon who know to make people laugh and love. that's her. =)

taknak cerita panjang sangat pun. sebab kat sini agak susah nak cari macam dia ni. hurm. oh oh tambahan. aku nak orang yang tau jadi gila dan boleh lawan aku punya gila (kalau gila lah kan; hakikatnya senget je). cukup ke tak ha? oh ya. yang paling dicari-cari; semangat memasak tu ada! tak kesah pandai ke tak. janji ada keinginan nak memasak pun dah cukup okay apa.

jadi, korang-korang tolong carikan aku orang yang jatuh dalam kategori yang aku kemukakan ni eh? XDD

at a glance

2010-08-09T00:12:00.000+08:00

korang, budak 411 & 413 (2008) dengan budak 201 (2008-2009)

aku rasa macam aku rindu korang la pulak. HA HA HA!

but damn, i missed my dear friends back then in IIUM. bila aku nak jumpa korang hah?

this is kidnapping!

2010-08-05T01:40:00.002+08:00

hey! somebody took my pictures! ouh damn!! haha. well. it was happened on May 21st, 2010 around 9.00pm. the place of the tragedy? Old Town White Coffee, Bandar Sunway, Subang Jaya. evidence?

see?? dah la ambik gambar takda permit. blur pulak tu. kalau sharp best la jugak nak let it go kan. haha. tapi ni aku masih berambut tak cukup panjang. not as if you compare to mine now. hahaha. and the suspect??

dua-dua ni hah! dah la aku dipaksa datang. nasib baik aku rela hati nak pergi. hahahahaha. okay i was fucking bored right now. so no need to have heart feeling. kalau nak tacing-tacing gak silakan tapi pujuk sendiri lah kan. hahaha. okay i should stop writing with empty-headed.

p/s: Puteri sayang, you should know i cilok gambar ni from you. so, don't sue me okay? hahaha~ XDD

the #worldstagemy recap

2010-08-03T22:00:00.001+08:00

well. past days ago but yet no update on it. hahaha. i don't really wanna talk much about world stage. just that it's tiring for waiting and worth to watch. recap a bit on the show.

late entrance by me, afiq, afham & dewa. we missed out BUNKFACE performances. well, i don't really excited about them. kalau nak pun, mosh je la since i expecting no mosh for the rest of the line-up (yeah, i'm actually right). so, we wait for the next performer, OMG it's the WONDER GIRLS!! they actually went out from the cage! they really put out amazing performance that night. XDD

they end their show and waited for TOKIO HOTEL. kaled, mudy & payed made their through the crowd meeting us. alright dah makin ramai! but then, man the waiting was too long. just because of the technical problems, it dragged more than half an hour in which, yeah tiring. in compensate, they payback to the crowd with i guess 9 or 10 songs of Tokio Hotel. oh god. that's not fair for the rest of the line-up. even WG performed like 5 or 6 songs only. oh well.

the show continue. it's the highlight of the show, KATY PERRY!!

man i love Katy's performance. she played the guitar for real in her "Waking Up In Vegas" & "Thinking of You". she told us that Thinking of You was never performed by her in live performance like MTV World Stage. she even sang a new upcoming song, "Peacock". boy it was fun. singing along and dance with the giant balls bouncing on top of the crowd. it was a success!

not enough with that, Wonder Girls made their "Nobody"encore performance! we, who stand at the left side of the stage rushed and broke into the Express Zone (bee pass) for the girls! XDD

that's the end of the night. well. i don't really tell the whole of what happen that night. enough with the world stage part. want to get the full recap read on MTV ASIA site. so, it was ended around 2am but i was back at Bangi around 8am. LOL.

thanks for the night guys. it was great to have friends having fun together. that's the end of this post. =)

dance floor is heatin' up!

2010-07-30T18:30:00.002+08:00

perhaps, they are as well excited! it's not like that's abnormal though. i explored their twitter just now to see hows they're doing. oh well, they make me excited somehow. here, i show you, THEM! :)

KATY PERRY

RT @katyperry : GOOD EVENING MALAYSIA!!! I'm so excited to be here for the first time performing for MTV's world stage!!! about 22 hours ago via UberTwitter

RT @katyperry : spotted @katyperry stuffing her snout w/ CPK Malaysia... Even half way around the world!
about 20 hours ago via Twitpic

WONDER GIRLS

RT @WGyenny : ARE YOU READY FOR IT, KL!?!?!?
about 1 hour ago via Twitpic

RT @WGyenny : i'm dying to go up there tomorrow...!!! Tokio hotel is rehearsing now !! :)
about 1 hour ago via Twitpic

RT @WGsun : Got in Malaysia!! So glad to finally got here!! about 20 hours ago via twidroid

RT @WGyubin : we just got here in Malaysia! about 20 hours ago via Sony Ericsson X10
RT @WGyubin : MTV world stage is coming soon!!! 9:15 AM Jul 29th via Sony Ericsson X10

everything take by just now (July 30th, 2010 at 06:15pm). see? so we have reasons to be excited for tomorrow too. i don't really know about Bunkface and Tokio Hotel since i'm not that much excited about them. but i do looking foeward of what will Bunkface perform tomorrow. haha sorry though~

i wonder which songs will they perform for tomorrow. i guess i'll just jump out and have fun tomorrow. hahaha. anyway, i guessed this from them but, i don't really know though. ;p

BUNKFACE
REVOLUSI | BUNK ANTHEM | SILLY LILY | SOLDIER
KATY PERRY
HOT N COLD | I KISSED A GIRL | WAKING UP IN VEGAS | CALIFORNIA GIRLS
WONDER GIRLS
NOBODY | TELL ME | SO HOT | 2 DIFFERENT TEARS
TOKIO HOTEL
AUTOMATIC | that's all i know. hahahahahaha~ XDD

well, that's what i can think i can expect of for tomorrow's showdown. just wait and see peeps!

come back again

2010-07-30T17:02:00.000+08:00

kinda artist look like eh? HAHAHA. i don't want to say much about this picture. definitely not because of me that it comes out very well for not-so-expert on photography like me. oh well. thanks to my buddies who took this pretty handsome picture of me. HAHAHAHAHA~

it's been a while since the last post here. not like i don't have things to talk. it was just a big LAZINESS army attacked my territories and i suffered a big loss against the lazy army. i became one of them. so now, i'm trying to get out from their military. haha. (mengarut!)

so, what's up?

it's definitely nothing much to say~ again! the problem within myself; can't really put my thoughts into words. so sad and so frustrating. selalu je jadi macam ni bila aku nak tulis blog. pfffft!

never mind. i'll try to be less lazy from time to time! ;p

behold the highlight!

2010-07-20T07:31:00.000+08:00

a week of no update. no story perhaps? naah....

i just came back from a weekend private lessons. well, it's not really private as it's more to ask me anything style. you will get their answers if you ask. shoot. i should really ask a lot about it. damn!

i am perhaps a beginner so don't believe em as my pictures as they really are not mine.

aren't them skillfully taken? heck yeah. well, obviously not my taken pictures. still, i am thankful for this not that bad pictures. p/s: i taken them out into my folder without telling anyone. sshhh! XDD

for your information, that's Cameron Highland. who says they're not colds anymore. FUCK U i'm frozen there! i am almost at the point of want to skip the whole bathing time. damn it's super chilling!

tired enough to write more about my weekend there. gonna talk about it some other time. sleep mode now. zzzz

i always think of it

2010-07-10T16:54:00.000+08:00

and i am suppose to know how to handle this camera since i learned a little bit about them. gosh, i should start my assignment but dang! just being lazy like this won't do. come on ad you got to finish this time!

and yes. i need it to be with me most of the time from now on. i have to do so. but i am not so sure how am i going to achieve it. i need to catch moments of anything. photographer? naahh.. no need. its photograph for fun. if i am professional enough then yes, i can do that. :)

p/s: it's my bros' Nikon D70s that i'm thinking about. hahaha~

good to be moved

2010-07-10T16:21:00.000+08:00

TAHNIAH la weh korang buat aku tersenyum sejenak.

baik hati betul buat camni kat aku.

aku cuba la kan kutip apa yang korang bagi nanti.

HAHAHA.

*mode riang*

as expected, the masterpiece!

2010-07-06T10:44:00.001+08:00

never in doubt guys. it's satisfy enough for me.

TOY STORY 3

well this is what i should call "the masterpiece".

children's today might not watching this but i bet people around my age; our generation do know this.

10 years of waiting since the 2nd movie out.

wasn't it worth to watch?

and the ending, does that satisfy you?

well, i might a guy who want to show manly side also.

but fuck yeah, this story bring back our sweet memories.

i can tell you people watching this movies shed with tears and smile with joy.

disney really didn't turn us down for this one.

thank god they're out already.

now waiting for collector's dvd or blu-ray.

a little note from the yesterday

2010-07-06T10:34:00.000+08:00

it's been a while since last i being a lone ranger. but not until yesterday, i am feeling a little bit alive from the other days. it wasn't that drastic changes at the moment but i can say that i am a little bit happier now.

well, thanks for the yesterday. it's fun to play and joke around with you. guess you can make me smile with joy last night. that's a thank for me. and yes, we ended in not a very good way. but i guess you're not like you mentioned earlier. show me what you got! i know you are strong enough. haha. i will be around to annoy you from now on. MUAHAHAHAHA.

mode: i miss my friends~ (:

here goes the saying

2010-07-04T01:10:00.000+08:00

hey babe. i don't really want to say but i guess i can't really take this. you are knowing too much about my circle of friends and i don't even know who the hell are you. i think i can accept your existence but still, i don't know you. so please, be like we didn't really know. you don't even introduce yourself and suddenly you already in my circle of friends. like, what the fuck? i don't like to say this but you're making me feel like you're "the nightmare".

so please... do accordingly.. i can't be as i am to you not until i know who you really are. i'm so sorry.

the spirit within

2010-07-03T01:20:00.000+08:00

World Cup 2010 moment. it's the spirit. Hollands Glorie!

Wesley Sneijder (Real Madrid midfielder), Hollandish Hero.

NETHERLANDS 2 - 1 BRAZIL

Brazil joined the BIGGEST LOSERS (Italy, France & England) going back home!

at least Brazil better than them lah kan. HAHA.

Glory HOLLAND!! Oooooranje!! XD

oh oh, Brazil invincible lagi ke? hehe.

i would say a great comeback. a superb angled curl shot & double header goal.

that prove Hollanders are physically & mentally better than Samba Brazil.

Dectate the game. Take responsibility. Write The Future.

by Nike Malaysia.

i got to love watching them

2010-07-03T00:57:00.000+08:00

got to love to watch them happy like this.

okay that's not really my point today. i have been thinking about myself lately. i think i showed people too much on my weakness. tambah-tambah lagi bila sebut pasal duit. YES. i am perhaps too insecure about that. pedulikan. because i REALLY DON'T LIKE that people always say that i'm a guy with the money.

HELLO. aku makan pun sekali sehari je kot. keluar berjoli? jangan mimpi la. nak belanja kawan-kawan? memang aku kedekut. aku tak kerja kot. duit scholar pun takde. kau orang ingat aku nak la mintak mak bapak aku support aku? kalau diorang kerja sedap la aku demand duit. dua-dua dah pencen kot. abang-abang? cukup la diorang support aku setiap kali aku balik rumah diorang. OKAY EMO.

you see the picture? take a look at their happy face. i really love it if i can get that kind of happiness. i mean, they got enough money to feed their own life. transportation? also not a worry.

watch again their happy faces.

this is not enough.

see again? their smile. i envy them and i like them. why? because they succeed. hey, they're just around my age and they're so success! i wanted to be like that. but then, it's again the surrounds that really make me so weak and pitiful. fuck yeah. i know that.

dah la. UNLIKE THIS TRUTH. =.=

the happening at this moment

2010-06-29T15:53:00.002+08:00

current best TV shows in the morning or even on this 3pm time:

yeah, it's LITTLE EINSTEIN!!

regardless is it for children or others, i just like to watch this show.

kanak-kanak kan aku? LANTAK orang nak cakap apa.

i love their format by attraction children using the musical method.

moreover, they are using classical & brilliant music input.

seriously a brilliant job!

lantak korang nak cakap apa tapi aku cakap aku suka tengok Little Einstein kat ASTRO 613