it's 0303 and i am yet to sleep. expected for people like me. it's been a while. yeah. i don't do much story blogging either. i have fun. but i had no fun writing the fun. that put me where i stand today.
it's been very while since last i do blogging. i think now, i am once again to blog. well, i will keep trying to do this even if it takes months.
the story for today...
this isn't really a story. it is more like what i want to do. yeah. casual talk on what's going on and what will happen. (p/s: i am not ready to do stories).
i bet you've seen this girl if you're tracking my facebook or following my alter ego twitter.
well, i give the name Joyah to her instead. sounds so "kampung" is it? haha. siapa bilang gadis kampung tak menawan la weh! *laughing alone*
if you read, you will know that she is from Thailand. yes. gadis siam!
what's up with her?
i think i am going to Bangkok to meet her. kerja gila. i don't care. i think i need and have right to go there for her. plus, she did summoned me to come, indirectly. so, why not?
but right now, i got a big, well-known problem. it's money!! damn i can die thinking about this daily. aiyo...
rather than "i don't have the money to go there", i go with this "i don't have enough money to go there" reason. that suits my case better, indeed. i can secure my transportation and passport renewal fees. but the problem is that, i don't have extra money for foods. oh oh oh damn! oh oh oh oh oh damn!! and accommodation too...
i am confident to go if the shortage money amount is not high. but for this one, it could take up to MYR200? NO!! this is terrible! the HOPE is low though.
i think i really need to go for this one. i got my reasons, some selfish and convincing reasons. here they are:
- i miss her fucking bad. so so fucking too bad. worst for my condition.
- she needs me as well. we need our heart-to-heart talk.
- the main subject is all about her future. she's a star just letting you know.
- we need our very own LOVE. you can never guess what kind of love i talked about.
those reasons.. good enough for me to say yes to Bangkok trip. it will be 2 days 2 nights or maybe 2 nights 1 day. it will depends on will i get the money and how will i meet her. nothing can be confirm at this hour except the date is confirmed already. i will be going to meet her by the end of February, right after my semester 5 final exam.
i trully need help to get sufficient money to go there. i know it will be hell valuable journey. pretty much sure that it will be the most worthy journey of my life. in addition, it is just after my final exam so i don't need to worry about studies since i already on holiday by that time.
so, yeah. help me if you know how can i get tiny bits of penny so that i could go.
I LOVE HER. I NEED TO GO FOR HER. THAT'S MY FRONT LINE REASON.
and that will end my writing today. yes. the end.
(p/s: me is not only me. it belongs to the word "JoyFuLs".)